Slave
Lived too long now you've come to take me
Lived too long and waited to just drown
Want to be your soldier
Only book that I own is called 'how to lose'
Lived too long and waited to find
Want to be your soldier
Freak
No more maybes
Yeah, I'm a freak of nature
If only I could be as cool as you
Body and soul, I'm a freak
Try to be different
I don't really know
If I only I could be as cool as you
Abuse Me
Need to ask a question
C'mon abuse me more I like it
Well I don't think you like me
C'mon abuse me more I like it
Throw the sailors overboard
Lie To Me
Gonna be a liar?
Gonna be a while
No Association
You've never wanted to know me before
Couldn't care less if I died right now
Need a pathway need a guide
Do you?
Burn
Cemetery
Need a change
I may be late
I live in a cemetery
Here's your warning
I live in a cemetery
I live in a cemetery
The Door
Could've been like before
Make your mind
Wanted to pretend he's dead
All this and more
Let me know if it's alright
Pop Song For Us Rejects
Addiction's held you back
Since your life was over
Now I gotta dump you
You're state of mind's improved
You died yesterday
Learn to Hate
I wanted to be friends with her too
Take the time to learn to hate
You betrayed all the trust I gave you
As you pump drugs into your bloodstream
Petrol and Chlorine
Sinking through dark black holes
Take another picture off the wall
Each day ends quicker
Take another drawer out from the shelf
Though you had the world at your feet
Brain's a square of grass
On petrol and chlorine
Roses
Drained as drained can be
Smelling dead roses
Take your mind with you
Smelling dead roses
But I won't fall down
Nobody Came
Laying lost and wounded
Head's a crying wasteland
His father beats him
As he lies wounded
His head's a crying wasteland
To see what I can lose again
The Closing
Welcome to the closing
Come again
I'm all alone while you're having fun
And you know that you can't see my pain
Me and shame are the same
Me and pain are the same
Welcome to the closing
To a place where I can die
Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me
Can't be something but I'll try
In my self pity I keep falling down
Want to be your slave
I have no pride in myself
Pick a chapter, I know them all, just choose
A place where I can die
Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me
Give me something but I'll try
Want to be your soldier
I have no pride in myself
That's how I behave
Your baby's got rabies
Sitting on a ball
In the middle of the Andes
Yeah, I'm a freak
As cool as you
Well get a different disease
Seems it's in fashion
To need the coldsore cream
How to put on a 'cool' show
As boring as they come
Just tell me where to go
Freak
Calling out my name
Nothing seems to bother
Wish I had a clue
Well I hate you as well
No one seems to like you
Wish I couldn't tell
C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true
Lie to me
Yeah
Lie to me
Yeah
Little or no association
Leave me alone, I want to live
Stop sucking the blood right out of me
Who am I?
I don't know, you tell me
You seem to know everything else
Contemplating suicide
Wish I could be like you
You say you care, but do you?
Not to imitate
But to irritate
All the ones who hate
Always seem to get the wrong date
Well, I guess it's fate
Full of good will and integrity
You see, I have no specialty
I'll give you click click boom
I need a change
Not to imitate
But to irritate
Could've had to lock the door
Let the door, let the door swing
Only one
Only one to let the door
Didn't have to pretend
Makes no sense to me
All this and more
Makes me drown
Let me know if you just might
But you don't care
'Cause you're on a high again
And it's not fair
Consuming alcohol
While I gotta drive
Take a hit from the drugs you stole
And try to survive
You haven't yet been sober
You have held me back so long
Everything you do is wrong
Continue my life too
I tried to help you
Don't care what you do
But we're still apart
I visited you'd moved
Don't know where to start
Your life's an open cold sore
Got to get out the cream
Now I'm thinking positive
But I know it's a dream
So my relationship could be the same as yours
I hated everyone just like you
Hating you should be introduced as a new law
Come and join the mass debate
Take the time, take the time
It's all uphill you've gotta climb
Now I need therapy to hate a little more
You cannot help me to forgive you
The drugs have given you all kinds of different sores
I sit observing in disgust
Hoping that you will finally come clean
So I don't have to use this gun
It's never gonna end
Open gash in my ribcage
It's never gonna mend
Sinking deeper every time I fall
And my mind gets slower too
As my life just fades away
I wouldn't have a clue
I'm too weak to do it by myself
You could see it I was blind
Had the perfect job called life
You didn't like it you resigned
Growing on petrol and chlorine
You know just what I mean
Life is gone from me
Drained if drained is free
If only I could breathe
There's no room for two
I can't handle both
Handle both of you
No I won't fall down
Just my self to blame
Have no life
Being hand-fed pain
Filled with shame
Cried for help before and
Nobody came
No hesitation
His face left dripping
In humiliation
His father turns to clay
A frozen statue
Can't walk away
Filled with shame
Cried for help before and
Nobody came
For being the victim
Not for love what for?
It's easy to be taken
But to say
Leave again
Waste of time
Come again
You have faith while I feel none
Sleep till late to waste half the day
But I'm happy to live this way
But you know that i can see your pain
Me and shame take the blame
Me and shame take the blame