I can't go on
This way without you
My life's a mess
I just cant go through

Your absence scares me
to the depths of my soul.
No longer will I feel you
My hearts a black hole.

Dear god, how I need you,
need you to help me go on,
life is not worth living
my love for you isn't gone.

You'll stay with me forever
if not by my side,
then in my heart,
For there, we will never part.

I have no anger
except for that of myself,
I only have love for you
I need no one else.

SO I'll finish this life
not with a laugh or a cheer,
But the taking of it all,
My final, remaining tear.

                                                                         10th April 2001
                                                            9 months in my heart, never will you part.