Jaded

I dont have much left of you
Except half a heart and a note
saying how much you care and love me
keepin my spirit afloat.

Saying you will be by my side
from here to the end
But now I know it was all a lie
It was just make pretend.

How could I have been such a fool
to put my trust in you
it all backfired, my love my light
I feel so damn abused.

The words you spoke just for a while
all have faded with the night
Forever I struggle with destiny
in an eternal fight.

I dont see how it really happened
I thought I had it all planned
Little did I know
This sudden blow
Left me feel lost and damned

How could I have been such a fool
to put my trust in you
it all backfired, my love my light
I feel so damn abused.

All of thats in the distance now
Jus a vague, unpleasant past.
Ive started to live my life again
I will make it I will last.

Now I see why I was such a fool
thoughts are gone and faded
Gone you are forever,
You are now so jaded.


                                                       12/5/01      21.40 ^_^
                                               Dedicated to SAR and TSK.

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