Eyes flickering, clamping down,
My mind open, I'm slowing now,
With every taste, I am lured within,
Your deadly scent, suckers me in,
So tasty, oh so sweet,
My tears of salt, these are not your fault,
Oh no my dear, this is my own halt,
To a world filled with light,
I cannot escape, this endless plight,
Body stiffened, numb with hurt,
I hate this life, I'm going berserk,
Fucked in the head, one pill too many,
All hope in my heart, lost not any,
I fight this urge to push and pull,
God damned I've already tried to end this soul,
God damned myself, I tried to put myself in a hole,
God damned every little bit of me that was left,
I have damned everything, but I'm still a mess,
My life I tried ending, was not a success,
Nothing ever results, when I confess,
Heart and hope, put on the line,
Not ever, will everything be fine,
Happiness will soon be mine......