About You
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: About You~ Ayumi Hamasaki
Topic: Lyrics
daremo ga kitto kokoro no dokoka ni kakusareta
yami wo motte iru mono
sore ga tokidoki jama shite omou you ni ikirenai
jibun wo tsukuru no

hito no itami wa hakari shirenai kara ne
wakeau koto mo nakanaka muzukashii ne

dakedo ne moshimo chanto
mukiaitai to omoeru
hito ni deaeta nara obietakunai

hageshii oto tatete tozashita kokoro no tobira
hiraku kagi nante mou zutto tooi hi ni
miushinatta no nara
arikitari na kotoba toka
arifureta hyougen de ii
nan ni mo tsutsumarete inai sono mama wo
anata kara kikasete
watashi e hibikasete

kesshite me ni wa utsuranai katachi no nai mono wo
shinjite miru koto wa
totemo kowaku mo aru kedo sore ga dekiru no nara
subarashii koto ne

shouki tamotte irarenaku narisou na
konna haiiro no machi no mannaka de mo

sonna mon nanda tte
nanika akirameta you ni
chikara naku warattari shinaide

nani mo gisei ni sezu hoshii mono dake wo subete
te ni ireru koto ga dekita hito da nante
doko ni iru tte iu no
nee donna ni nozondemo
nido to wa te ni hairanai
watashi ga ushinatta akogare no mono wo
anata wa motte iru

hageshii oto tatete tozashita kokoro no tobira
hiraku kagi nante mou zutto tooi hi ni
miushinatta no nara
arikitari na kotoba toka
arifureta hyougen de ii
nan ni mo tsutsumarete inai sono mama wo
anata kara kikasete

nani hitotsu gisei ni sezu hoshii mono dake wo subete
te ni ireru koto ga dekita hito da nante
doko ni iru tte iu no
nee donna ni nozondemo
nido to wa te ni hairanai
watashi ga ushinatta akogare no mono wo
anata wa motte iru
sore ga totemo mabushii

catcher in the light
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Cathcer in the Light
Topic: Lyrics
By Ayumi Hamasaki






nagamete iru dake ja
itsumademo te ni dekinai

nagamete iru dake ja
kimi no mono ni wa naranai

pink or white
Now Playing: sephiroths theme
should i be wearing more of pink or white.. or both. such decisions...

pink or white
Now Playing: sephiroths theme
should i be wearing more of pink or white.. or both. such decisions...

Keep telling myself
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Aeris theme
school is almost over for this semester

finals are approaching
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: boys and gurls
Topic: Busy Body
i bet if anything, Squall would be the perfect character for you

Why!
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Exodus
Topic: Something
hes so cute, but I can't help but saying why? Why does it have to be you? YOU? out of all ppl...

I love you very much
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Moments
Ok, I don't know if you know this but... I really do love you

I am bored
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: WHite Reflection
Dude, I hit myself. Like i was walknig then i hit the door.. wtf?

Did I really mean to make so many?
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Colors Utada Hikaru
why did I do it? Why did I make a Livejournal? It makes no sense. I don't understand it. I don't want to understand it either. Its something that only perseves the mind. I wonder if its the right thing to do. I really do care, what am I doing? Is there something that can change my mind... as to what I did? No, I don't want to back away... its not right just to throw something away. But, there is a reason why I made this one right? There has to be. I guess there is no end to the questions that fill our little heads. I really do care for some people out there. I want them to be happy, yet, I don't think they want to be happy. In order to be truly happy, you have to sacrifice something in order to get what you want. I wonder if I'm doing the right thing. Do I live for a purpose? What was that saying again... I wish I could remember, but I forgot. It was all there, I can't remember it.

I like to see your face, yet, its not there. Why can't you live closer? Its not fair.

I have an idea, I'll be of some service. I want to help out more.


Since life has a purpose.. what do you think it is? What do you think is the problem with life? There is always different possiblities. But, is there one real answer?




OK, well, I became the prez of the council in the International Club. I lost to the secretary job to someone else. But its ok, I have a lot of other positions in other clubs. I kinda like being active.