Working on stuff tonite
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Melon Kienbi

You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


What feeling do you represent?
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Clean ur browsers
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: Neopets?
Topic: New Link
Ok, I got a new link and a new background, that should be enough for u guys.

Senior Pictures
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Inspire~Ayumi Hamasaki
Topic: Busy Body
I had to sign up for the ACT online, now I have to register for the SAt. GOD THAT WAS FUKING LONG!

I got my senior photos done.. I'll only have a few pics for wallet sizes.. and yes my subordinate u are the first to recieve one..

OK ... CIAOS! time to study and work on shit

FRANS WORK OF ART IS PRETTY

Check what she drew!

Why Should I?
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Orochimaru's Theme song
Topic: Something
Ok so I got back from Babysitting, then my mom says, next time you have to ask to babysit. WTF IS THAT? I'm sorry but I am 17 FUCKING YEARS OLD. YOU DON'T AHVE TO TELL ME THAT I CAN'T FUCKNIG WORK WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE ME MONEY FOR THE FUCKING MONEYS, SO SHUT YOUR FUCKING ASSHOLE IN YOUR FACE UP. I FUCKNIG DON'T NEED THAT SHIT FROM YOU WHEN U A~ don't buy me clothes
B~ don't give me allowance
C~ don't give me money for THE MOVIES

I have no more respect for my mom, MAYBE I HAVE MY OWN PLANS SO FOGRET YOU.

New Nails
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Angelus ~~Hitomi Shimatani
Like i got to do my nails today, like even better, like at first they were just a light blue.. now I added some jewels and then some pink to the mixture. I like it alot

I have alot of work.. I have finshed my english and then my Japanese h.w., I have to go finish my Physics and then I have to go work.. aka babysit. it was an on ccall job, I won't be home for a bit.

Time to go to work.. and ciaos.

I need to do my hw sometime..

Something
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Voices
Topic: Lyrics
The first word is dream
from my sleep
the darkness within my heart
it gently takes out

The second word is wind
telling me my destination
into the arms of a god
I flap my wings

As if counting sad things
that have melted
a golden apple
falls again

A view I haven't seen
there I will return
in this one life
I will find my way

books of old magic
a drop of moon a curtain of night
only a hunch that someday we can meet

we can fly
we have wings
we can touch floating dreams
call me from so far
through the wind
in the light

The third word is hum...
when you strain your ears
your trembling arms
I will gently release

I need to visit my forgotten Past
Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: Inspire~ Ayumi Hamasaki~ Moments
Topic: Something
I really did visit my past on Saturday. I need to go back further this time. It journeys back when I was in my elementary catholic school, all the harsh teachings and blended in snobby kids. But, thats not the point. Other then the Russian classes we took.. there is alot of things that when on after I left that school. That was during Fifth grade.

Those ancient days, our school brought two Russian boys to our school. One my age and one the age of my older brother(( a year older)). The point is, they went to my school I attended and wish to return to high school. Its over in the East. Anyways. The older brother graduated and then the younger one is my age correct? I hope to see him sometime. I want to see for myself if that is him. If indeed those two are the ones before then I need to confirm it. I want to kno that their identity is well.. theirs. What else? They are both cute, but I want to see them.. bc sadly I never got to meet them, since I left my CATHOLIC school... I lost alot of friends and then I gained.. I don't want to leave.

I don't want to leave.

I can't anymore, and WON'T
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Macross Plus ~~Voices
Topic: Something
SINCE, I TOLD a certain someone something and told them not to spill anything to anyone else. I'm letting you all know right now THAT I AM NOT GOING TO TELL U ALL JACK SHIT. FORGET IT. If I can't trust you anymore, then you will never gain that TRUST with me back. Forget it, even if you beg, whine, and bleed over it.. I'm not going to forgive you no matter how much you annoy me, talk to me, or even hug me. I don't care. If you have broken a bond of trust, do you actually think I would want to share anything with you again? Be surprised if I don't answer any of your requeats to speaking with me.

Im tired and I DON'T need anyone laying SHIT on my. And second of all, I don't want things going around WHEN I say I don't want them to. SO FORGET YOU ALL, that have BROKEN my bond of trust with you. And yes, it makes a big DEAL because I have to deal with it AFTER u fucking spill the beans. God DAmn it, I'll hate you forever, and I hate using this powerful word as hate. But tis there for a reason, I can't forgive you.

Would you really want someone telling everyone else your classifiyed information? even tho you are close friends with them and I kno them as well.. DOES NOT MEAN TO TELL THEM.. IF I SAY KEEP IT CLOSED.. KEEP IT CLOSED. Be lucky If I keep ur sn on my AIM list. You kno wat.. I might jsut delete it bc of how ANGRY I am.

I promise you this. If you think I will be nice to you. You have another ting coming.

Money down the Drain for things I like
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Tekken 3 Opening theme song
Topic: Something
Ok today I went to Walmart to get more fabric. so cheap only 20.03 for like.. 3 colors.. I got alot og Yellow this time. thank god. Now I have to ake Yuna's obi and then Rikku's bra. I'll be done probably later today. I'll just need to add some details later..

CIAO

Festival of Many Faces
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Ayumi Hamasaki~ Voyage
Topic: Something
Ok, Like tonite I went out with my friend from Eastern, Ashely. I love the gurl sooo much in a NON-HOMO WAY. Like we had fun talking about alot of stuff. Turns out, like.. her dogs are scary as shit, but cute as hell.Ok, so like.. I cleaned up then went out.

Ok, so when we arrived at the festival we went at like.. I found a few ppl I knew. There was a guy gucking at me.. GDI, damn u for doing that. Don't guck unless I like u too. Unfortunately, thats not happening.

So then, we checked where alot of ppl I know and she knew would be.. the JROTC BOOTH. YAy, I got to see Scott, and Alex again.. omg I miss everyone. I meet two new ppl: Amber, and Dave. Dave seems nice for ashely.. NICE CHOICE YES?