Ok.. this entire week I have done nothing but babysitting and working out. aka Martial arts. I am
wiped out. I don't want to do any more shit. dON'T BOTHER ME UNTIL MONDAY.. I am just so fucked up.. my body is sore... my head is in mayhem..
and my cousins, uncles and aunts are over... I just wanted to relax this weekend.. I JUST WANT
TO BE LEFT FUCKING ALONE.. FUCK YOU ALL.. NOW I MEAN IT.. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE UNTIL I FEEL
FUCKING BETTER.. NO I AM NO SANE.. SO FUCK YOU... AND YOU AND YOU! I JUST WANTED TO FUCKNIG RELAX...
its my god damn summer... Did I do what I wanted to do? no.. FUCK YOU MOM.. FUCK YOU DAD.. FUCK EVERYONE
!!!! SOOO FUCK OFF I am so fucking tired of everything.. GOD DAMN IT.. forget it.. I give up.. no more
talking to ppl.. no more games.. I just want to sleep...AWW HELL I'LL JUST SHOOT MYSELF.. I'M
GOING FUCKING NUTS... SO FUCK YOU ALL ONCE AGAIN!ALL I WANT.... IS A GOD DAMN GOOD BACK POPPING..
CAN I GET THAT? NO.... SO LAY OFF.. OR I'LL KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS.

All i did was get up at 10:30.. sore as hell.. then I had to go to another city.. and then work out for like,/br>3 hours.. GDI... I AM TIRED.. FUCK YOU.. AND U WORK OUT THEN... I DIDN'T SAY I WANTED TO DID U?
FUCK NO.. SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.. I WANTED TO SLEEP IN. GDI.. ((once again.. everyone just
fuck off.. I hate the world.)) so then.. after that we had quizznos.. then my dad let us go to an
asian food gift/ food market.. I got some stuff.. then my dad, my youngest brother and I went back home.
.. And I tried sleeping in the car, but it was horrible.. wat a horrible day so far. But I
learned alot of new things for fighting. Then as soon as I got home.. my mom said I had to get ready
for my Japanese meeting.. CAN'T I REST FOR A MINUTE? GET OFF MY BACK... FUCK YOU ALL ONCE AGAIN.
Then we left for my dad's school.. I am so tired.. I had to move chairs from my mom's car and then
like talk to ppl and I was so tired.. acting cheerful.. but I had plenty of sugar.. and
that didn't help my bodys conditon. If fucked it up even more. Jeez.. I feel like shit..
hell I am shit.. FUCK YOU ALL. I don't need your sympathy.. A) you don't care.. B) NO ONE DOES
CARE C) stop fucknig using me D) stop saying you love me because you don't.. ur just saying it
to make me feel funny.

Anyways.. so like they came over.. kinda messes up with the meeting.. but its good seeing them again.. I
hate being smaller.. I HATE ME! FUCK OF I DON'T NEED YOUR SYMPATHY.. o.. and if i'm not online..
then I'm probably walking to a shopping center.. and getting away from my fucking life

I am tired.. you have to understand how much shit
I go through to understand my pain.. altho.. NO ONES SO THATS WHY I AM CURSING AND SWEARING AT
YOU.. so fuck you.
.. ... ... whatwever doesn't kill you.. detrierates your spirit