~Ri~ Mwah (ha ha ha...) *cough* *pathetic* Mwah (ha ha) panic! =(
I know! For no apparent reason!
Um, well, we were
playing dodge ball and I hit someone, missed, and hit the person behind him.
*giggle* see how weird that was? Maybe I was even getting strange stares, like
"why is she giggling?" um yeah, hehe how weird, *sigh*
So anyway, today I went Christmas shopping, sucking pathetically at giving
gifts and totally messing up the amount of money I spent on each gift. I still
have A TON of more gifts to give, cuz I think these ones are small and it's sad
cuz I spent all that much money, and now it's like I bought nothing. Oh and
anyway, it would be cool if you could come over after school ends!
Sigh, as usual, I have blah things to talk about =(, and they don't involve
school although once again I have work but since they're not due tomorrow, ahem,
MONDAY... well, you know what happens. So anyway, we have this geography debate
and uh, well, we lost two people to Sherry C's group (we're in different
groups). And they came back to my group, and I pointed this uh,
"mistake"/"misunderstanding" to Melba. She didn't say anything cuz hey, she
purposely drank from her juice, (it was lunch). Yeah that last part sounded
weird. Anyways, she just pointed between Sherry and I, and she's not telling me
anything. I kept asking her, at the expense of annoying her but hey, I'm always
doing that, but I think she said something about my not liking whatever she'll
say. So yeah, even though I might know I can't say anything cuz uh, I? Don't?
Have? Evidence? I dunno, but you know how I hate rumors. So I know that if you
leave it all up to me, my imagination could get really bad and make me depressed
or whatever extreme emotion you can insert here. So anyway, I'll just be my
weird 2 emotional self, still clueless on whatever she was trying to tell me. I
might be able to guess it, but if she won't tell me sooner, then... I could do
something really wrong and embarrass myself. Like I said, I'm clueless so I can
do just about anything right? =O

Kou *laughs.....just laughs*
U giggled? ........'...'....*smirks*......lol....sry for this is a very pointless entry but...LOL....geez...i wonder y...and just in case ur wondering...I'm better now but i can't eat as much food as i used to cuz i haven't recovered yet....lol....^_^...:T..*smirks* >XD

~Ri~ *giggle*
I. DON'T. GIGGLE... DO. I? NO. I. DON'T. I HARDLY. EVER. GIGGLE. I. DON'T. GIGGLE....

i giggled monday, for no reason, just giggled ><

LAUGH. YES. BUT. GIGGLE...

*ANYWAYS* wow, Kou hasen't replied yet, but then I look at the calendar,a nd I can't believe it hasn't been a week yet, it seemed so long, anyways, sorry I couldn't talk to you Kou, are you feeling better?

~Ri~
lol, yes for us (sry for ME), the common sense/real-life-facts-thoughts-ideas deprived people, we need spell checkers, grammer checker, and actual accuracy checkers to see if what we just wrote made sense. I'm sure that if we did have those, I would have failed. No I do not write in here everyday so don't feel guilty. It's jsut here whenever I'm ditching h/w (can you say every day?) and when I'm checking for your messeges! I know I won't need this now, but it's so cool (for me) to read messeges from so long ago^^! I'm using brackets cuz lazy (and dumb me), is too lazy so I'm not using white font and why am I typing this when you know what white font with same coloured background means?..........

Oh, and today I went to movies (no homework again --- no h/w done today that is) for Vanessa's birthday and we went to see Honey, which was somehow considered Sherry C's fault because she was the only (or whatever number of people) who said to go watch Honey. Nothing much, just wanted to mention the previews and there was this one, about SATs, person, hehe, I dunno, I found it kinda funny. That's all, having fun marking out mistakes in this messege!

Kou *Still feeling sick but better than before*
Ri...you should really write a book cuz your writing skills are like.....o_O; O_o.....>_< Xb Anyways, I dun have anything to do right now so I'm just putting something down here...(feeling guilty cuz u write something in here almost everyday O_O!) And...to answer your question from b4..i wanna go to your skool bcuz it's just sooo.."kool"! ^_^(')
Ahem...and about the....current conditions (dunno if im making sense but...) you guys have a very VERY depressing environment....like everyone is into depression or left out or just wonder about the world...like whoa...
Don't even know if im making sense and im typing in a weird style. Just too much negative feelings and..."Some" people are getting effected(affected?) *Wish this thing had a grammar check*

~Ri~ Lessons
Perfection doesn't have to be achieved... all the time... striving for the best all the time can apply too much pressure and (ironically?) can break something very valuable to you.

Heh, I was talking about my pencil, the kind where you can change the lead tips? I liked my watermelon pencil, even tho I don't like watermelons all that much. Anyway, while striving for "perfection" I broke the cap...

~Ri~ Neutral
I wonder if there's a spellchecker? Anyways, I am again doing nothing when there's a ton of stuff left in my knapsack. I jsut felt like writing down today, and everything that happened in my past.

Today: We had a survey about languages, we did exercises (as in the not mental ones and the actual physical action) during math because everyone was falling asleep.

Past: pain, not like Cherry's but still pain, I want to feel neutral, and not feel anything or care. Pretend-ness (whatever) or I want to feel mad, angry, cuz I don't want to feel like I'm the bad one. Like I did anything wrong. I juse seem klutzy, invisible, annoying, or jsut something negative. Yet I'm happy at the same time. I laugh, and have fun. I'm not craving for attention,yet do I want attention?Just some...? I just want certain kinds off attentions, specific -- this is getting too deep and serious. Main Idea is, I just don't want anything negative, yepyep, my non-existen-non-real-not-a-chance-world, where everything is perfect and happy. But I STLL am happy, Kou :D remember that, cuz I have great friends like you. Too bad I'm so dumb and spoil everything eh?
Just why does life have to be so complicated as we get older?

~Ri~ *Click*
Yep, merry snowday... I have no idea what my title means and why it's related but yes, I suppose, it probably is, for any weird reason/possible reason. Question for the day... (besides the why-am-i-not-working-when-i-finally-get-a-break-from-stress-and-have-my-project-delayed-so-that-now-i-can-work-on-it-is-this-still-one-sentence-and-do-these-words-make-sense?)... anyway, question: why do people speak louder when others don't answer them? It's not like as if we "magically" (yes magically) understand them.

~Ri~
Yes, the secret-farewell-card-meeting did not go so well. It involved long distance phone calls, piano classes, piano recitals, melted ice cream, and no work was done! Sorry secret-farewell-card-meeting memebers... um, just the three of us... but anyways, I still have evil projects to be done with, ha did I jsut say done, I meant *begin with*... I might burst into tears soon...

~Ri~
Sure, you saw nothing except for "a couple thousand" eh? hehe, me, *currently doing no work* am talking to others about work, which makes me lazy. Good luck with your videogames, hint around... it's almost Christmas... if you count 26 days as almost.
After that complaint you received from me, I still dun get why you want to go to my school... why? Dun get! Why? Well good luck with tomorrow, I just invited myself to some "secret" card-letter-farewell-meeting for the weekend, and remember procrastinating is good for you!!!