Chapter 25
'Oh my G-d.. What did I do??' Sparkle though as she laid in a bed unknown. She couldn't believe what she had just done. She was so ashamed.. so..disgusted. Her body was aching. She could barely get up and walk. She noticed that Taylor had already left leaving her all alone. When she got home, she went strait to her bedroom and got in the shower. She washed her body like 10 times making sure no mark of last nights experience left and marks. She wanted everything to go away. She regretted everything. After she got out of the shower, she put on some sweats and laid in her bed and just thought about everything she had done. She doozed of to a deep sleep as well as a dream. She dreamed about Zac. After everything, she still dearly loved him with all her heart. She loved him so much, she couldn't bare not telling him. But she knew if she would, Zac would be really mad at her and break up with her. She decided not to anyone. Not even LizBeth, because she knew that she would be mad at her too.
"SPARKLE!!! Wake up!!" Her brother Eric yelled to her.
"What?"
"Phone!"
"Hello?" Sparkle picked up the phone.
"Hi Sparkle" It was Zac.
"Oh, hey. What's up?" she said not really knowing how to act.
"Not much, I'm just sick like I've never been sick before. What's wrong? You sound sad," he said noticing the cheer in her voice was gone.
"Nothing, I just don't feel that well," she replied.
"Oh, you want me to call you back?"
"If you want," she answered hoping he would want to hang up.
"Okay, I'll talk to you later, Bye"
"Bye," she said as she hung up the phone. All of a sudden, an overwellming sense of ickyness came over her, and she ran to the bathroom. She was so sick, and disgusted with herself. She went to her room and laid on her bed. As she was drifting off to sleep again, the phone rang again. This time she had to answer since Eric wasn't answering it. She was glad that it was for him, so she wouldn't be disturbed. She fell asleep and didn't wake up till late that night. When she woke up, it was time for her to go back to sleep, she had no problem doing it.
The next couple of days were crazy for Sparkle. She kept thinking about her life and about how perfect it used to be. Or at least it seemed perfect. She was so scared. She was still sore, and everytime she moved, the pain came back reminding her of the night of the party. She knew that what she did was the biggest mistake of her life. She needed to figure out a way to tell LizBeth, but was afraid of what her reaction might be. Her thoughts were suddenly interupted when the phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hey babe"
"Oh, hi Zac, whats up?" she answered. She tried to sound as happy as possible.
"Not much, I'm at the park with your friend and her gay-ass boyfriend, and we want you to come," Zac said.
"Please, Spark, come on!" She heard LizBeth yelling in the background.
"Sure I'll be there in a few," Sparkle said.
"Okay, fine, bye," Zac answered.
"Bye" Sparkle replied. She hung up, and headed towards the park.
When Sparkle got to the park, she saw Ike on one of the swings and Lizbeth on his lap. She was doing something to him, because they looked like they were arguing. But then again that's how LizBeth talked to everyone.
"Hey babe,"Zac said as he came up behind her and put his arms around her waist.
"Hey, whats up?" she said. She went to sit down on the bench as Zac followed her. When she sat down, she realized that Zac's little brother was there. He wanted Zac to go play with him, so he did. Sparkle figured she needed to tell LizBeth what had happened, and this was as good a time as ever.
"Isaac, I need to borrow your woman for a second," She said as she grabbed LizBeth's arm.
"Do you HAVE to?" Isaac complained.
"YES, believe me, I HAVE to,"Sparkle replied.
"Hey Spark, what's up?" LizBeth asked. She was dying to hear what the big news was.
"Um, Lizbeth, something happened at the party..."