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Help me
God help me think
God help me grow
No matter why, nor how
I need to know
Why things happen as they do
To always make my happiness turn blue
God help me learn
God help me be calm
In the musty days ahead
Through tears and smiles
Just God, help me be me


The next two poems, were wrote..during a frustrating time in my life, about a good dear friend of mine who has Lukemia..he had been back in the hospital..We love you Brad!! Get better!!

Unanswered Questions
Why must things happen to good people?
Did they do something wrong?
Or is it just to prove something
Is it to make people sad
Or to help with happiness
Many people cry
Lots of tears shed
Knowing that somewhere
Hes confided to a bed
Needing help
And lots of love
My heart cries out
And I want to shout
But that doesnt help
Answer the unanswered questions of life


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I sit here
Crying, sobbing
Shaking with worry
Hating the pain
Wishing it would go away
Hoping hes alright
And worried sick with fright
A friend over the years
And Im going to tears
Just let him be ok
He cant die!
There is too much to live for
Be strong! Be Strong!
We all need you to carry on


Crazy
Walking around
Looking rather confused
Wondering why there are tears
Why are there hurts
Why are there strangers
Who are you
What am I
Thoughts jumbled in my head
Nothing making sense
No one to explain
I am lost in this world
Full of pain
Walking along
Wondering where I am
Why am I here
Nothing making sense
There are too many tears
Blurring my vision
Blocking my brain
Making me go crazy!
Crazy, Crazy
Why must I be
Crazy, Crazy
Because I need to be.


Good-Bye
Im sorry
I have to say good bye
For this heart cant take anymore
Pity is not what I seek
Just love, and a listening ear
But it is mistaken
By so many others
So whats the point
Of even trying?
Who knows, but as I said
Im sorry
I have to say good bye


Worry Free
Whats hard for me
Is to be worry free
Nothing matters
If all you do is worry
That takes away from me
So I should be
Worry free
So all the world can see
The new me
Try, Try
As hard as I can
To change for a girl to a wo-man
Without the worryful stressors
That life leads to be
But to break away
From the old me
So as I said
Whats hard for me
Is to always be
Worry free


Why me?
People oh so want me to change
But why? I ask, But why
Why cant people accept me
I am me, always will be
Please accept me for me
This is my only plea
Everyone, this is who I am
So please, live with it
Or go, go away
For my heart cant take anymore pain
The yelling, the screaming
The little late night chats
Hoping, pleading, for me to change
Maybe one day, I say
Thanks for all the help you give
You carry me on, make me live
One thing that I need to say
This is where I am today
Without a doubt
Im still alive
And will be
Till the end of time