june 29:- wow so heres goes another month...yeh closer to xmas ...well things have been busy again(like when isn't life busy right) the family services were sad, but as the saying goes "all things will come to pass" "taps" and "fono" were two great & special people..r.i.p...

Latest update: The kids "white sunday" went really well i was so well, i was just proud they even went up and performed, veesh read from the bible and both iva and veesh were in the play..well done..it felt weird cos i hadn't been back in ages but it was felt good at the same time..i'm seriously comtemplating going back to church with my folks..we'll see...went out to chris'farewell last night..good stuff hehehe...well i'm off..early start tomorrow..hehe Veesh is learning "spanish harlem" wow timezone..my mum used to listen to that song over and over when i was veesh' age....Oh yes and lastly iva,my son's getting ready for intermediate next year(tear, hes getting big that one) we checked out Howick Intermediate this week at the open nite. The whole school was there having their classes just at night, very nice but a bit far ..it has a good curriculum and performing arts facility plus extra good atmosphere "i like very much". My kids changed their minds too they're in love with the school (bonus points to Howick)..we'll see........plus it's been nearly 3 weeks? that i've been goin' church, catching back on my roots 'n' family and i'm really liking it and i'm not looking forward to working weekends again ..oh well ..beggars can't be choosers lol hehehe...

july 01:- just chillin' at home before i go to work. It's the late shift: but sallgood cos i'm just enjoying it kickin' at home on my ownsim: d/loading movies & musik..Had a A1 time at my bosses farewell, took my gurl Marie there..it was goin' off..alot of drinkin',eating,mingling & dancin'..well i better go, go clean up, make it look good before i go hehehe

july 06:-!!SUPSUPSUP!! Dang it is :::COLD::: here, i felt like a iceblock last night(fo real) winter is like in full force here in the meanest way. Spent most of 2day "defrosting" lol...the week's been good, the gang met up for dinner at mils' house with her folks in honour of chris[again]. We had the meanest food ie rawfish,bbq chops, taro and so on...(yeh you know those island styles "all up in there" *supreme*[compliments 2the chef]. Ben & i k1cked it at the clubs on Friday night with Ben's cuzzie Mattie from Oz, it was "off the hook" except for the fresh brovaz tryin'to hit on me even when Ben was there - thats what i call - you got..just the usual gang kickin' at our house again. dang the Newcastle Knights got kicked majorly by the Sydney Bulldogs. The Warriors got a bashing by North Queensland 10-30..its all good Warriors..i've got "nuffin' but luv 4u baby"

july 08:-!!Lost a major part of my site: i will be back......till then ...much luv to you honey!!!!!

july 15:-!!ummm.....dre mah girl has been able to scan some photos of laima & fili's wedding so happy: and dang what a week!!!!just to update: me and my mates met on wednesday for pool and also cos matty(ben's cuz) was leaving to go home to OZ the next day(last thursday. My sistah and her girl Melva came as well...that was cool..um thursday was a last day feed for chris...that was tight..frid..we went out for our last night togetha..Had dinner at dennys then kicked it at bll 'n' gate..till early morning then went home to be woken by mase(bens cuz) that was getting married...Nice service, took a few photos as well. cant wait to develop it ...drank over dre's aunty house and then bumped and grinded it at "Europa"hehehe j/k..that place was "happening".. met with a few friends and family too that was "osome" almost got into a fight with some "......" im thinking of going back this weekend to "settle the score" and the usual stalkas there as well lol..we'll see ..managed 2 work the next day and 2day as well(still feelin' tired lol)...caught some tv and even had time to come online lol dang wot a week.. to post this note and fix laima and fili's wedding site page check you then much monuinas(blessings) ...........

one thing i learned from chris is this: "be true to yourself as your heart will never lie" and "don't be scared to reach for the stars as you will eventually get to the moon" hence the picture ........... songs i'm really feelin' is....im so into you[fabolous feat ashanti] &" my love is like whoa"[mya feat missy]..i'm out: im starting to not feel my feet so yeah..cu fo now..........

July 19/20th? well here i go on my insomnia trip again[plus i gotta wait up for ben]: i'm up watching the All Blacks kick South Africa's a lol...just gone over half time, carlos spencer's up for another penalty goal kick - yeh carlos is the 'daddymack' converting new zealand's score to 25 - south africa 9. Today was busy, still living this day off to the maximum. The usual routine but later in the afternoon my family and i kicked it at my lil cousin' 21'st Jasmine "minnie's" birthday..It was good catchin' up with family again..[why is it always takes a family occassion to see everyone??].My lil cousins performed "they were the shizzo" ya know. And i was really blown away by this c.i goup that has this lil girl about 5/6 dang she could swing better than the older girls..you had to be there to see it..all good ..now just babysitting my "boi" nephew Darius [so cute].i was thinking about going out tonite but then i thot dude i've been out for the last ??? and thot better give it a rest aye...save it for the up and coming events...i'mma try go sleep now but i doubt it...some tunes that i'm feelin' is Brian Mcknight"All Night" & Lil Kim's "Magic Stick" esp 50 cent's version lmao ...can't wait to see my family's photo's 2....oh well ..all good things come to those that wait...really missing my real diary oh well maybe next year lol...score for the all blacks is now 28-9, plus my bois the warriors had a good game against the Cronulla Sharks..taking it to them 31-24..much needed win ..close game but the "bois" did it ..well done ...im outz...........

July 31st: YEH ITS MY DAY OFF!!!!!!! and to top its off it's PAY DAY as well - oh YEH!!!!! well its been one of the busiest month, dang alot of social events going on and usually i aint doing shit just staying home lol...oh well ...lucky for me i guess...I'm feeling Christina Aguilera's song ..."can't hold us down" ..you go girl sang dat tune...

Well to update: its was one of those weekends again, went to winnie,ben's cuz 21st then we hit the clubs..it was a blast. good music and the peeps there could sing thru karaoke..i was like dang [blown away], !!!YOU GO !!!!! some gave Usher and R Kelly a good run for the money [ya heard] yeh pretty much work, work, work thru the weeks again ..web surfing for more hints for my site and just usual boredom - filling in time..major backsliding again...dang HELP!!!! Dang Aussie Idol,can you please just cut to the chase and tell us who won, that's just too much torture lmao and the judges: plse just leave it to the originals ok..u wannabes nah j/playing ..big upps to the nesians out there giving it their all go...mary j blige singin' it up large with "love@ first sight" ~u go gurl!!!~........gtg...things to do, people to see...lol

October 15th 2003, woo its been DONKEYS (ages) since i last logged on !!!!hehehe...oh well you know "living the life" alot of changes have come and gone. Alot of Birthdays, my kids white sunday, watching and supportng the Niuean womens rugby league taking it to Australia and giving their all. Repping the Niueans to the max! always! always remember where i came and know where i'm headed..Dang watching these reality programmes has kinda got me hooked when i have time to watch.The latest is the Aussie idol, dang seeing Levi leave.. .. for reals ...that boi had major talent..head up dude u know inside you're #1..i sort of cheated and went straight to the web but it was sad seeing him go,...head up for the nesians out there doing it worldwide! havent been out in a while and nor have i been going church ...just been lazy i guess plus alot of things going on my mind...Two of my g/friends at work have had their babies, both girls sweet! will update with some pics when i get some!was have meant to have worked on my site...just been busy with work and all and sort of just gave it a break, kinda got bored as well ...while thinking alot of new styles up and coming! Can't believe Ben and i have made it this far dang 11 years dang feels like a lifetime...we've had our ups and downs big time and right now i'm just taking one day at a time! Veesh's birthday coming up soon plus Halloween and Guy Fawkes... man hands getting sore typing this quick i'm out soon got to catch up with Boston Public, wth is all the good programmes on when you're either at work or so late at night - i'm not knowing! lol good england!(ish)....hehehe will holla when i can aaight -cu's!!!!!ps- this c4 major new show! YO!

Decmber 28, 2003 Hullo!!!!!!, well its drawing close to the end of the year, wow what a year! its been very exciting with a lot changes some good some not so good but everything comes change, change can only be better if youve learnt something from it right ! (aha i shoulda been a philospher yeh right! lol)....

so whats been happening! Been thru a hectic month with alot of do's on and even extending my house, hoping to go on holiday soon if we still have some cash hopefully we'll go overseas, im not fussed as long as its out of Auckland! or even over the harbour bridge will do!

Family: i went thru alot of changes with my family extended and close, some pushed it to the edge but again im so happy that im surrounded by the love of my family and i know they've always got my back! thru the thick and thin to the bitter end ..I love you guys!!!!!

some other things going on!:

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whats the plans for the new year?: maintain my goals!

New Year Resolutions:find a job's that's suitable for me!...look for more ways to better myself....get my full license! .....

Im out!!!! i have better things to do than sit on this site all day, i'll be back though when i can! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! that's still checking online to read this..you must be that bored hehehe jokes...take care and cyall in the noo yearrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! p>

January 13, 2004 p>

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! ..........more to come...........soon!!!!!!! actually will have new site will keep you updated!!!!! Xmas and New Year was pretty quiet (shock! horror!) LATEST: Niue had a big cyclone - Heta one person died ..r.i.p...poor chick, she was 28 and died shielding her son from the cyclone...everythings pretty smashed up! waiting to get supplies sent over. nothing much ....talk to you laters when im all set up!!! laters!!!!!!!!!!!!!