~!!welcome to my diary!! ~

MAY 2:- well it's the beginning of the designing of my 2nd site and i love it. I'm finding it alot easier than when i designed my first site but you know everything is easier the 2nd time time round right!?...well what did i get up to?? it was my 2nd day off work and pretty much did jack, picked up the kids from school as it was raining "cats and dogs". Just caught up with the family & Debs to see what's the haps..spent most of today working on this - trying to get it "just right". fave movie at the moment:-LOTR("Lord Of The Rings"trilogy)"can't wait for the 3rd and final movie"

MAY 3:- Its Saturday and "back to work today"..Woke up early to work on my site, slept late as i was spring cleaning and also watched "Dead man on Campus" man you've got to watch it - its dang funny - ...It's about 7.57am and my baby's up watching MUMMY2 and my sons just woke up and probably watching cartoons as usual..i have to go soon or i won't get anything done today before i go work ...cya.. fave song at moment:-!!IGNITION!! by R.KELLY "this song is the "sh*t" weather:-looks like it might go either way :-) later<--i think i've done really well for having this site for 2 days..write more when i can ..ciao..

MAY 4:- HEY!!!!its actually about 1.25am in the morning couldn't sleep without working on this again (i know i'm going to regret it later in the morning when i'm at work) ummm..pretty much to cap...it was the same 'ole routine as usual ..wake up, work and hang with my family ...(what a no life right) LOL i'll get there hehehe ..cya better go otherwise i'll still be here till 8am LOL...have been listening to alot rnb ole skool ...OH YEH ...they've been playing my jamz lately........signing off ........lol ciao

MAY 6:- same ole same ole again just got my kazaa up and running again ..starting to download some more songs, comtemplating whether i should get another burner or 2 put the $$ away for a rainy day or not..another favourite song at the moment: Nivea - (dont mess with my man) - brought the old nolans album the other day man its got the rythmn going on...cya

MAY 8:-!! It's my day off!! (i think that speaks for itself (!!YEH!!)feeling kinda drawn out the moment..i'm really feeling this song @ the moment:Tyrese .."how u gonna act like that"...man he's such a babe, he better look me up like if i ever get single..(jokes)lol...counting down the days to watch MATRIX2 (uh-huh)..!!cannot wait!!...11 to be exact..still trying to get my dang scanner to work..lol

MAY 9:-!! The Super 12 is on at the moment...Auckland "Blues" are doing well they beat Wellington's "Hurricanes" a55 down yeh. They have a semi-final against ?? sh*t i forgot(doesn't matter not important anyway) on Saturday. I know they're going to win !!"GO BLUES"!!

MAY 13:-!! I went to my son's "jumpjam"performance @ his school opening for the new school library yesterday. They had one of the guys from Team NZ's team there as guestspeaker. He spoke encouraging words and to pay tribute the school sang a few songs among them "welcome to our world" & "Loyal"(Dave Dobbyn). Love those songs.The head boy also read a poem from the author of the Lord of the Rings movie.I was really blown away when these kids sang & performed this maori song, it was mind blowing honnest. You could feel alot of "spirit" in the room !!wow!! its rare to see and feel but you definitely felt God's Spirit with us today "for real". All i say is you had to"be there". Honnest corner:I really think the kids will become good ambassadors when they leave their school. They represent the future and with that kind of positive thinking nothing is impossible. Good day yesterday just its so COLD now at home with winter on its way?? and the water shortage that we have here ..catch ya...

MAY 14:-!! My heart is sad at the moment ..i've just found out one of my guy buddies passed on 3 months ago and i didnt even know until yesterday!! I knew he was real sick but i didn't know he'd be taken so quick. *great sadness* I dedicate this day to you Chris ..my dear friend.."R.I.P"

"To the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world"

May 16th, Hurricances play Crusaders - go Hurricanes!! Ben got hurt 2 days back man it made me cry....looking forward to the weekend and Matrix on Monday for our work premiere till then amigos ..ciao...

May 17th, yeh its my birthday(not) i get to go to the game tonight yeh !! day off wagging work !! yeh..shhhhh...keep it on the low down lol..im so happy YEH...another song i'm feeling at the moment is "sick of being lonely" by Field Mob..i'm so wrapped for the game coming on HECK YEH .im going with my family and my gurl Dre and her gurls too *shot*....adieur

May 18th: Yeh!!! Auckland Blues "YOU ROCK" they played against the Brumbies. ThEy kicked Brumbies A55 last night 42-21. All i can say is that they came, they came they conquered ..way to go BOYZ!!! and now that leaves an exciting countdown to the final game against the "Crusaders" on Saturday night ~!!GO BLUES!!~ it was cool kicking it with my family & Dre and the girlz..all good...alot funny momnets lol..ya had to be there

May 19th: Sup!!Sup!! had a good weekend went to the Blues asskickin' game on Saturday night. And yes the Matrix movie: it was good action but a lotta gift of the gab going on ....and it is llllooooonnnngggg..almost 3 hrs..cant wait for the next installation of Matrix coming this summer ..yeh cant wait to watch Charlies Angels2, Terminator3 and the search for Nimo hehehe ....till next time dude and dudettes....

May 30th: hey just gone past midnight here early morning cant sleep again, just helped ben's cuzzies get his comp up and running ..did a lot of window shopping and a lil product shopping...i really like the graphics on WIN XP..i may just upgrade to it..who know's!!!well its been ages since i last wrote..been busy and too flagged to come on the net...just been stressed about alot things coming and going in my life...i know i should have taken everything to God..sometimes i feel like a hypocrite cos i havent been to church in yonkies..i guess God only knows what a life i have....Well just to update...THE BLUES kicked ass last week against the Crusaders"YOU KNOW"....22-17...ass gripping game but the BLUES deserved to win good start, alot loose ends to work on but they should did "put their hands up" and took the Crusaders to tbe "bank" thats right...!!Go BLUES!!

...um thats SaRS sh!t is still going on dang...i went to the gym first time in ages...wow saw the gang it felt "weird" cos i hadnt been back in ages but all good...went and kicked back with my sis for lunch was happy hadn't seen that ones in ages....alot things coming and still going in my life ...alot of site and soul searching going on..Bens mum Lua's up from Hasting been spending time with lua while shes here as well..Also spent time with debs, caught up with dad too (cool cool).i'm still thinking about what school to send my son to ..decisions, decisions, decisions hehehe.... yup yup ..

oh yeh my project this year is to complete my course and then work on my family tree - cool aye-

it'll keep me outa mischief and preoccupied for awhile yet..

i was feeling a bit under the weather but when you look at this smiley you can't help but smile ...anyway im outs...."koe kia"*niuean for bye* last words: "Beauty is power; a smile is its sword." - Charles Reade or "Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have." - Author Unknown or for the non believers: "Smile and the world smiles with you. Fart and you stand alone." - Unknown lol go to this site if you thought i was seriously the one who made this up lol -http://www.fortunecity.com/campus/ink/659/smiles.htm "cya wouldnt wanna be ya" ..

may 31: last day of the month(at last), just sitting here downloading some tunes again..Today is when my friend Rita who's also our Church Minister's daughter gets married. I wanted to go but you dang work ..oh well..i just hope someone will take the photos so i can feature on my site aight!! Cracked the code for the writing as well hope it turns out well!!------------Later: the Warriors are playing the Pentrith Panthers 6-12 go Warriors i believe in you..didnt do much at home just kicked it on the net..nothing else to do ..downloaded some more tunes...feeling these songs: Craig David "rise and fall" feat Sting, Deborah Cox "up and down" Isyss "single for the rest of my life" & Akia's "California--------MUCH LATER:- The Warriors went down 30/40 something - ?? all good i still !!!LOVE YOU WARRIORS!!xx00xx

June 02: it's official im sick as sh!t & crook as a dog :( [thanx ben and iva for passing me ya bugs]"how can i ever return the favour" nah it's all good =)..~>just spent the whole day in bed dang how's that for ya day off...i had plans and it ended going nowhere(don't u just hate that). Some other songs i'm feelin' right now: black eyed peas "where is the love?" 50 cent"21 questions" feat nate dogg, whitney's "one of those days" monica's "so gone". I am really feeling this song:Black Eyed Peas "where is the love?" dang...i'll play it till i get sick of it lol :P

June 16:2 weeks later: still feel crappy, have seen cradle 2 the grave and 2fast2furious

it was dang good!! way better than partone...there is great sadness again ...one of the family has passed on, that was me and ben's aunties "tubs" she was such a great lady, mums aunty who i was close to passed on, and my aunty brotherinlaw who i grew up passed on as well...and now another man in church passed on saturday..dang what a tragedy..it's always hard when you lose the ones you love,why is it that the good ones " go first" you know.....

Today i went with dad to go fix his car this morning, Veesh's trip on 2day to observatory as well :D ::Iva and Veesh have their "family sunday" this coming Sunday..can't wait for that ...

something good: we celebrated my dad's 56th birthday on the 12th and it was my niece's Shaniqua's 9th on the 10th with mum and dad's 34th anniversary. Our family took dad to dinner on Thursday, it was very nice just being together as a family

<..nothing much has happened.. The All blacks went down 13-15 England..All good we can't always win all the time lol...Gotta go, have to get my things ready for tonight's family service ..::catch you up::