September 2003 - August 2004 ©
The door that opened you
will never go, never fade away
Theres truth to this world that you had not seen 'till todayThese are the dreams you didnt live
and youll never be the sameDid you see the sands that made
the shores look old before?
If I were you
Id never touch that doorknob anymore.
If I ever frown,
teardrops will only mean that I miss you aroundRemember that time when I felt like my life
was repeatedly falling me through?
Remember how fine my mind was in bind
to your eyes so blindingly blue?Everytime Im peace of mind
my mind is set on youAnd the rain may come,
and the storms may sum...gently drifting our boat towards sun
Spinning in circles
this dark cocoon.Lies from the wise
rain down like monsoonsThey keep the living inside
from cracking the walls
and discovering what we know,
what Ive found out...
is realityWho else wants to break through the glass
that everybody thinks
is a mirror?
Does this trip make you think
that no one is free?
Invisible things appear to you
I want to be that clear to youSo stop all the things
that hang you by strings
Youre disappearing
Youre disappearing way too fastPeople who dont know
the things that these drugs show
should not be allowed to judge you
They dont know what youre going throughTalk to me
cuz now im free
Dont believe the lies you see
Today Ill be free
The world might end, but Ill be free
from this wall around me
of lies they told, you all believeBut Ill say
Open your eyes
And Ill stay
outside their liesWhy now can I see
different air that I breathe
Addictions that Ive ceased
have just opened me
Have you Ever stared at the world
and things would happen that you wanted?Lights turn to green when you tell them
Flags sway in beat to the music
Your mind lays in the heat of the sun if
you tell the clouds to reveal itThe storms are the blind man's tears
each umbrella casting the fears to
the hand that holds it
a message from it's sphere
to ignore each tear
from the clouds that give no chance for the sunso ease your mind
listen to your music
watch the flags swayDo you have everything you Have Ever wanted?
Someone has always wanted everything you'd ignore.
I think that I will dream
until I fill the seams
which hold each problem that
I find in my sleep.I realize that Im sleeping
and live my daydreams out.
and at the end of each drained night
a voice will always shout.
It will always tell me that
I can live these dreams awake.
I can really live them out,
so they will not be fake.Will I ever live my dreams?
Ive gotta find a way
to break them through the seams
to help my hopes escape,
and make my dreams awake.
We Stay in orbit for
new day's open door
Someday the stars will take over
'till then your eyes make me older...
they solely portray tonights moonSo much for enjoying a time
when time cant be used to unwind
Everythings made to go faster
So lost is the sane early laughter
Our world tries to read the last chapter.But awake I will stay 'till the moon
and yet...
today will die way too damn soon.
Stinger, reusable
You stung the one soul
that Id like to think you never stole
Time dripped from the hole
till it stopped the one feeling I controlYoud try to patch it up
with all the right words you seem to have
but the time will break through
One day it will hit you:
its too late.
It was always too late for you
- the one feeling I never knewYour hive holds so many
but none can find the honey
You were right, so right
but I dont need the answer anymore
Your buzzing has made me soreThe clock is dripping,
dripping off the wall
Can you draw me out,
read my lines at all?
I know Im not your flower
so stop stinging my fallThe time has made a pool on the floor
but no longer will your stinger reach my sore.
What better way to create in the dark,
what better way to make a new spark
than to close your eyes
turn off the light
imagine surprise
is your new sight.What better way for me to smile,
what better way to kill the denial
than to forget the oceans
i filled with my cries
and look forward to each moment
you steal with your eyeswhy x my walls out
with feelings I found out
were never to bring out
new insights that shout out
everything Im about
except that without doubt
id never have found out
I needed to climb out
that seemingly deep drought
Three months to chose
between two feelings,
and I still cant do itWhy dont you chose for me?
It would be so easyI know which one youd chose
One where we'd both not loseIm more selfish than that
I dont want to chose
I dont want to thinkChose for me
Its so easy
Make me
Conceive me
Name me
Believe me
Raise me
Farewell me
Teach me
Foretell me
Love me
Employ me
Age me
Deploy me
Soothe me
Mature me
Pass me
Nature meMonument me
Live has spent me
Dont see past me
Fake, pretending
Be real to me
Again youll see me
In heaven we'll see
you made me happy.
Something is up with me
Im free as Ill ever be.
Down river ill swim, you see:
Ive become a thin, green leaf.
But it is ok with me,
cuz Ive never been this free.Something about the ocean,
that is so different today.
All of my mind is relaxed
and focused on this one wave.
So unique to contemplate,
freeze time so I keep this state.
All of my problems deflateIt carries me in,
of interest I am.
Between each heartbeat:
the time is so thin.Everything so simple here,
its all painted blue...
But time seems to re-appear,
my mind is renewed.And then I come to realize...
All of this rhyme,
(one second of time):
I spent lost in your eyesNew Era: August 2004 - August 2005
everything written by Jason Beers
