28/11/02
- it isnt as hard today. i'm just concentrating on the task at hand rather than looking off to the future about it all
- to a certain extent i still cant/dont believe it, my head knows its true, my heart is refusing to believe it
- talking to him it feels like nothing has changed, but i can just tell he is holding back a little, not on purpose but he is
- i keep telling myself he wasnt perfect....its not making me feel any better. i dont care if he was perfect or not, in the grand scheme of it all he was.......to me
thoughts
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