why do i fall in love?
this will hopefull explaine to you about me and love. i fall in love with people i could never have a chance with like vicky. i sure as hell wish i didnt do this cos it hurts like hell! my hart has parts that ive blocked out because the pain is to grate for me to handle. you have no idear how many times ive just wanted to cry but i cante i dont know why but i just cant cry any more. i never feel any thing any more the only thing i can feel is pain and life is not worth living if you cant feel and i only think i feel love but im fuckin good at makeing me belive that i have fallen in love but all i do is to get hurt sum times wid out the person knowing and i feel the pain so i can feel and dont go and kill my self but the pain leads to depresion and that leads to suiside as i have oh so many times faced and then i must fall in love agen to take my mined off it and then i get hurt and the vicious circule repeats its self. 29th july - sweet 16 never been kissed. thats the problem, ive never felt love never not from any one all i can do is love and hole that sum day sum one will care so far no look only hate that makes me wana stop looking then i die.