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falling
angry repititions
stop this crap and let me go
please don't hit me one more time
blood on my fingers
ensnared from my swollen lips
Biting your nails is a bad habit.
no more pain
NO! Once is enough!
(Though I'd rather not at all)
PLEASE
Vicious thoughts, angry thoughts
Will not give into hate
Even though now it is crawling on my body
sucking my blood
Trying to get in
The bathroom smells like ancient paint
The walls are smeared with hopeless babble
I think I'm cracking.
God, please don't let me lose myself
No, never mind.
I'm already lost.
Late to class again
the teacher gives me a reproving look
...out and on the bus
freedom
but tomorrow, it will start all over again.
and again and again and again
why won't you stop?!
can't you see I'm broken
ugly at first, an ugly vase
but whole
and now I'm simply broken pieces
lying scattered on the floor.
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under everything
I know you don't love each other
Stop pretending
It's all one big lie.
Fuck this family
Beer in the refigerator.
Intoxication.
It's taking over his brain
Daddy?
Please stop throwing things!
Daddy, am I still your little girl?
Lock the door and try to block it out
Impossible
This is crap
Headphones on to the highest level
I wish I could run away
Run
Run and never come back
Never never
All alone with my headphones up high
Insanity
I crawl into a corner
The Voices are calling
You wouldn't let them hurt me!
Would you?
Would you?!
Leave me alone you
You horror flick revisted
Monster
Demon
Screaming beast of Netheral
Don't let them hurt me
They want to suck my blood and leave me
Leave me dead and wasted on the floor
Blood and Sugar
