Yeah so neways, here is a picture of me, my sexi sexi pic, LOL 
Hmmmm, it has been 4 weeks since me and my current b/f have been dating. I miss him soo much. I never knew that I could miss one person this much. Well I guess there is a first time for everything. What to say about him, I'm not sure, the only thing that I can think of is that he is perfect to me in everyway. He is the MOST amazing guy that I have ever met in my life. I am constantly happi now that I am with him. What I feel for him, i'm not sure how to describe it. All I know is that I have never felt this way for another guy. It's like eternal happiness, but any word that I use to descibe it just doesn't fit for what I am feeling. I can't wait to see him, I look forward to the time when I get to talk to him, its crazy I know. But some things that are considered crazy(like this) can be the best thing that has ever happened to you(and its has happened and is still happening to me). Everytime I see him I fall for him all over again. He fell for me the first time he met me, for real LOL! (Remember that day paul? LOL good times) I can be myself around him, and I am not scared to show him who I really am and tell him everything there is to tell. I think I have found him, well, I know that I have found him.
Just when you think your life can't get any better, it all comes crashing down. My b/f, the one person I really felt close to in this world, the one guy that I was completely in love with, broke up with me...I duno how many times I am going to cry...(to many to count) and I don't know how I am going to deal with this...gosh it's soooo hard. He told me that he never wanted to make/see me cry, what a lie that was. He told me that we would be togeather forever, yet another lie. He told me that he loved me more than the world and life itself, again, a lie. How many times am I going to fall for those stupid lies? Is everything that he said untrue? I hope not, He was too good to be true, I was the happiest person alive, and now, I am sadder than I have ever been in my whole life. I feel as though I a part of me is missing, well it feels like it is there, but yet it isnt there...its really hard to explain. I don't know how long it will take me until I am able to be me again, a long time I can tell you that. why does everything good in my life always turn out to become something bad?? For now, I am lost in the world of shadows, shadows that used to be lighted by the greatest thing that has ever happened to me...and now, it is there no more...Forever Missing You..:(
Hreatbreak
Wendsday March 29th, 2005
Hmmm, weekends with my chickitas, and my chicos. What fun! partying, having a great time, getting lotza pics to remember those moments! gotta luv my bestest buds! Hmmm, I also mite have a new b/f by next week at some point. That would be totally kewl, since I am sooo into this guy. Hes soo kewl, and him n I get along soo great we have so much fun common! gotta luv him!:P So hopefully things work out and we get togeather, becuz I really do like this guy. Well we will just have to see.
It's Time for Canada to Legalize Cannabis
Marijuana, an Opinion
Wendsday May 4th, 2005
The use of cannabis is widespread and there is intermittent talk from the government of Canada regarding "decriminalizing," but not about legalizing, it. Cannabis has much in common with both alcohol and tobacco products. Each at various times has been demonized, banned, criminalized and targeted as a health risk. We can learn from these experiences.
What can we learn from alcohol? First, banning doesn't work. As attempts at prohibition proves, it turns this area of the economy over to criminals and gives ordinary citizens criminal records.
Second, although there are definite health hazards for some, there are also putative benefits and people for millennia have ignored any claimed risks. Accordingly, we have decided that such a large group has a right to make its own decision.
Third, the system the Liquor Control Board of Ontario uses to control alcohol distribution is effective. Alcohol is available to adults, its purity is assured, there is a minimal black market and the province gets considerable revenue.
We also know there is a downside to alcohol and assistance is given to problem drinkers. There are protections against drunk drivers, for example. Controlled distribution is an effective compromise for this product.
What can we learn from tobacco products?
All the evidence from the last 30 years indicates that tobacco is dangerous for the health of both smokers and anyone who regularly inhales second-hand smoke. Despite these risks, some will still smoke and we have decided adults have the right to make their own decisions.
Accordingly, tobacco products remain legal for adults. Tobacco products are also extremely addictive, so we put many controls on them. Smoking in public places has been restricted, tobacco products are taxed heavily to reduce the demand and promotion has been virtually eliminated in an effort to reduce the number of new smokers, especially among the young.
We are reaching an effective compromise that protects smokers, non-smokers, and minors.
What lessons can we draw from these experiences for cannabis? Concerning health, as far back as 1972 the LeDain Royal Commission on the Non-Medical Use of Drugs reported that "the physical and mental effects of cannabis would appear to be much less serious than those which may result from excessive use of alcohol."
This statement appears true 30 years later. More recently, there are claimed health benefits, especially to some who suffer from certain illnesses. All in all, this is a situation that calls for personal choice, but with appropriate controls.
So what should be the preferred path?
First, the federal government should make the use of cannabis products legal: Decriminalization is not sufficient.
Second, a safe, regulated supply should be made available, perhaps through a CCBO or Cannabis Control Board of Ontario.
These steps would guarantee product purity, take criminals out of this area of the economy, provide tax revenues, allow police to concentrate on more serious crime and stop the harassment of ordinary citizens.
Existing R.I.D.E. programs can be used to help control irresponsible drivers, and the use of designated drivers can be adopted from our experience with alcohol.
One of the major benefits will be to reduce the availability of pot to minors. If this seems counterintuitive, just ask any teenager which is more available to them, alcohol or cannabis? Drug dealers don't ask for proof-of-age.
Cannabis use is so pervasive that its use may go almost unnoticed if it were legalized. It will have benefits all around, not the least of which will be the capture of money that now goes to criminals.
Naturally, moralists will object to this "sin" being legalized and wish to impose their beliefs on others. Surely, we can overcome this attitude in modern Canada.
The other issue is the reaction of the United States, whose absurd, counterproductive "war on drugs" is opposed to any tolerance for recreational drugs. Controlled distribution in Canada should minimize the amount of legal cannabis that goes to the U.S., as it does with alcohol. Perhaps, in time, Americans will learn from our experience and soften their attitude.
Most arguments against cannabis legalization are moralistic, whereas the arguments in favour are pragmatic and would help to protect minors, users, and society.
The time has come to legalize cannabis
Alright so here are some things that I put up here for pplz to have some fun with! the following pics, are pics of my friends, but if u put your mouse on to the picture, u can stretch the pic out and warp them! :p hope ya like! have some fun!
Alysha
Harika, Chris & Lee
