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Welcome to the big machine.

Ecstacy is all you need living in the big machine now. Oh, you're so vain. Now your world is way too fast. Nothing's real and nothing lasts and I'm aware. I'm in love and you don't care. Turn your anger into lust. I'm still here, but you don't trust at all. And I'll be waiting. Love and sex and lonliness. Take what's yours and leave the rest. So I'll surive. God, it's good to be alive.

I'm torn in pieces. I'm blind and waiting for you. My heart is reeling. I'm blind and waiting for you.

Still in love with all your sins. Where you stop and I begin and I'll be waiting. Living like a house on fire. What you fear is your desire. It's hard to deal. I still love the way you feel.

Now this angry little girl. Drowning in this petty world. Oh, who you run to. Swallow all your bitter pills. That's what makes you beautiful. You're all or not. I don't need what you ain't got.

I'm torn in pieces. I'm blind and waiting for you. My heart is reeling. I'm blind and waiting for you.

Big Machine~
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Poem of the Week

Without Sleep

Journey to the place
Where light is sleeping
And darkness engulfs everything.
Alone at night,
When it seems like the world has died
And left no explanation.
No reason for this cruelty:
Isolation treatment.
Such degradation, one should not endure.
Eyes open wide constantly;
They stare at nothing,
Concentrating on emptiness.
One eye searches for justification,
The other, for a solution,
But still they see nothing.
The sunset, no longer beautiful,
Mocks while it lulls others to sleep.
The malevolent silence of the people,
Those who float in temporary bliss,
Disturbs the conquered soul,
Who covets such a refuge.
Without sleep there can be no dreams.
The night added to the day
Creates too much time for thinking.

--Julie Morris

Recent Updates

4/29/04

So, I know I haven't updated in about 8 months, but I'm updating now. All I have tonight is a little sketch I did, but there should be more things in the near future as soon as i brush up on html. A scanner would help too. I might even get a new layout. Oooo ahhh. Yeah, so go look at the sketch.

8.16.03

Another poem by Caitlin Muldoon today. Before reading it, she suggests you look up the story of Damocles if you don't know it already. Enjoy! Don't forget to comment on this poem and any other poem or story!

8.6.03

I have an exciting new update today. I've added a new feature to the site so now anyone can comment on a poem, story, or piece of art. Just fill out the form and click "submit".

Note: I'm still working out all the kinks in this new system, so until I'm able to make all the comments fully public I've created an email address where the comments will be sent. If you are have contributed a piece of your work to the site and would like to see the comments, please contact me and I will give you the information.


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