September 2, 2003 8:42 p.m.
Back to school today. I DO NOT want to go into the details of that. Let's see...
i haven't done this in a while, bu i guess i could start over. Not as if anyone ever reads this anyway.
I'm completely in love with one of my VERY best friends, as if he DOESNT know. Actually, he probably doesn't, as no one ever really notices me.
I think i'm bisexual, but i can only tell like, one person, because they're the only one who would understand. Actually, they're a chick, so i don't know...
One of my OTHER friends/ex-friends/not really sure what hasn't been talking to me for a couple of weeks, and just startes listening (i think) to what i have to say. He says he doesn't know who i am anymore. All because of a letter i sent to him, telling him i lied about my age, was addicted to advil (and probably still am) used to smoke, blah blah blah. I'm a bad person now, he says.
So, im a bad person, bisexual, and completely devoted to this guy. I'm getting rather bored of this though, and need to start homework, half of which i left in my locker. So i think ill go...
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I'm not in love but i'm gonna fuck you till somebody better comes along...
