Wednesday//November 20, 2002//13:58
Crystal Sky Designs is making me a layout since I'm so impatient with Real Bitch Graphics. Hopefully it can be coded by whoever makes it, if not, I'll be stuck in the same boat I'm in right now. I tripped up the order again too, but hopefully she won't mind since I fixed it. Anyway, watching the LOTR extended dvd features and I'm home sick. So I'm gonna go. Love to all!

Tuesday//November 19, 2002//21:10
Well Real Bitch Graphics was supposed to code a layout I sent them but it's been a couple days and I'm losing hope. I was going crazy from not bloggin so here's a crappy temp. layout. I'm not sure if my layout Jen made me will ever go up, so yeah. Lmao. I don't know! It's almost to the point where I need a new layout now! Lol. Ohh lordy, life bites at times. The school paper came out today, my article was longer than I expected, a very good thing! It looked small when I was done, I was like dammit! But it's longer so it's all good. Had to deliver like usual and the teachers showed no enthusiasm, it was like uhh this is the paper, aren't you gonna thank me? I wanted to say fuck you here's the paper eat shit bye! But you know...not possible. Math was whatever, I get it but don't. Mr. Kiel rocks either way. Why is it I get full points on hw but close to F's on tests? That's shit dawg. Total shit. Tests are hard, I'm a visual thinker. I need examples and then I can do it. Not memory. While we're on the subject of school..lmao..MUN bites! I'm sick of it. I DID want a career in the United Nations but now I don't. Wayy too much stress and I have anxiety attacks. My mom is like, nah you just freak out you don't need meds. But I do. Seriously, it's scary. But she won't get me any, so oh well. We're starting Animal Farm tommorow in English, Dianna says it sucks. Okay 'nuff about school, ima puke if I say anything more. My friend just told me to think about todays date, it means something. Not sure if she meant South Africa's date (it's the 20th there now) or my date, the 19th. So I'm friggin out. I smsed her to tell me. I have no idea. Dammit. So anyway, I'm gonna go take a shower and watch a movie. I really would love to amble over and watch 8 Mile right now but you know how it goes, 6 months until the dvd or something. So Monsters Inc will have to do. Well, something like that. Yeah.