barely contained rage boils just at the rim look out now don't get burned I'm about to blow get away from here don't look at me like that I didn't want this I wanted happiness I wanted your arms I wanted your love now I've lost you my rage found a way shadows long buried come to the surface and I hide, afraid drowning in my own cowardice don't look at me with those eyes I didn't want this I wanted peace I wanted your kiss I wanted your love spare me from your hate I don't need it anymore I hate myself enough for the both of us my own shadows haunt me enough don't look on me, cruel light I didn't ask for this I prayed for her I prayed for me I prayed for love self-righteous now I look down upon this world of hate I've wrought my own sins piled against me there the dark tower don't spare me your glance I don't want this I wanted your presence I wanted your hand I wanted your heart alone and lofty throne I sit and gaze at the desolate world raised up before me my icy tower again pierces the sky don't turn away from me I can't let go I wanted you happy I wanted you healed I wanted you with me again I walk to the edge down into the pit I stare once more I stare into the eyes of oblivion all I see looking back at me is my own reflection don't look on me, oh Fate I don't want this Doom I wanted Destiny I wanted her smile I wanted her touch patience they say to me they say wait too often patience has betrayed me still to the horizon I look somewhere there is a dawn don't look at me like that I didn't want this I wanted your caress I wanted your arms I wanted your love