*Mother's Protective Shield*

Clawing, Biting, Kicking, and Screaming;
Trying desperately to break away.
This protective shield you've placed over me,
It only makes me continue to want to stray.

You see, I used to be your good little girl
But that was before I had a glimpse of the real world
I only wanted to break free
And for you to release the grasp of the shield you placed over me.

This shield was placed out of love, I now know
For you never wanted me to be hurt by those outside influences
But at some point you will have to release me and let me go
For on my own I have to make these mistakes, fall, learn, and grow.

Your little girl has been hurt by those on the outside
But through all the heartbreak, I continue to go on
You weren't always there when I lost all my strength, and cried
If I had known the pain that was to embrace me, I'd have never gone.

You see, what I needed was a break from it all
To just be able to do what I wanted and I didn't comprehend
All the hurt and pain I put you through and how hard I would fall
But what I didn't know was you would still be here for me in the end.

Now I embrace this cover you place over me
For now it has new meaning and there's no other place I'd rather be
Safe with you, shielded by your eternal love as I now refer to this cover
You will always be the one I love, my one and only Mother...

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