mind i dwell
waiting in solitude, biding my time,
until the Night can unleash me
ahh, the sweet velvet darkness, a
reflection of my soul
my mind
my being
the haunting beauty of the Hour that
is my realm
yet i cannot give myself entirely
over to Her
in the recesses of my consciousness
i still hear His call
the Light, full spectrum, still
pounds the back of my eyes
i have not forgotten, my Lord
i hear Your beckons on the fringe
of my wretched existence
though i do detest what i have become,
i cannot leave it
i cannot revert
i cannot fight my nature
i cannot heed Your call
Her silver gleaming must replace Your
blaze of gold
i am now eternally my Lady's slave, obeying
only Her law
it pains me to know that even Your glory, Your might, will fade from my memory, until She is the only master i have known
