The crusade.
(Not capitalized because it wasn't that important.)
By: Feena KendrisTo: Ramanayan and interested parties.
I am aware of the lies you are spreading via demonic means. I will have the fellowship of the rogue king know the truth, as ugly as it was and is. You presumed that through my death you could escape my eyes. How wrong you were. Who are my spies? Look about you. Look within your own guild. I hear all and see all and will always. Through the shadows of death I haunt you, Ramanayan, and I forever shall. - Fee.((You want this page gone? Remove yours. period.))
The way I remember the story is as follows:
Excerpt from: "The Great Consul"
"...This “Great Council” was founded upon the petty jealousy of one priest. Unbeknownst to Feena and Felicity, a massive force of hatred was building and gaining strength in the shadows. It came under the blazing light of day when, on the community board in the village of Mileth, there was found a scrawled post in the penmanship of a lunatic. The author asked for people to join his “Crusade” to “fight against the tyranny” of the Fiosachd fellowship, and, almost as an afterthought, he added that he sought the power of any Sgrios allies who would be willing to help.
It is a well-known fact that the fellowship of Fiosachd and the fellowship of Sgrios have had no ill-will between them, as Sgrios is not an enemy of the rogue faith, so there could be only one thing the madman wanted their help for. Feena and Felicity cringed as they thought of the pain and hatred that must fill this Aisling’s heart. They thought long and hard, searching for any memories that either of them had of this priest. What had they done to be hated so much? Feena did as much research into this Aisling as possible. He was a lower-insight priest and although no one knew him, they recognized the name as someone who had once held a Fiosachd Fair for the fellows. What had turned such an Aisling around?
The priest would have no dealings with Feena or Felicity and so a third party set up a meeting. The priest cancelled and the meeting never took place. Several attempts were made to re-schedule to no avail. The slate outside the temple was filled with posts either in support of this “Council” or the Lady Feena. The proverbial mud was definitely slung. Throughout the fray, Feena and Felicity held their mass each double-moon and tried to act as if there wasn’t a problem. The fellowship was already at odds and needed no further trauma to split them for good.
Apparently at least a handful of the rogue’s faithful paid very close attention to the dealings of this “Council” and their self-proclaimed president. One evening, to the surprise of many, this band slipped into the temple in hopes to rid the faith of this problem for good. Their leader, a rogue, relatively unknown to the fellowship, went by the moniker of **Name removed**. This Aisling and his motley crew took matters into their own hands and with fierce determination branded the “Council” President a heretic and removed him from the faith, what they assumed was, for good. This act of roguish-defiance did naught but fuel the rage of the heretic.
Some time passed and another bout of insistant evil took place. Lady Feena herself was branded a heretic by this lunatic and hurled from the temple after which he entered and gloated to those who cared to listen. There weren't any. Then another bout of excommunications took place. Then the heretic, Ramanayan bounced from temple to temple because he was welcomed at none. Through this devious method did he find himself back in the ranks of the fellowship of the rogue."
That wasn't written by me, but it was written by someone who was there and lived through it. A shame that such an aisling had to resort to spreading lies in the fellowship. If he was so good and wanted only the best, he should be able to tell the complete truth and people would agree with him.
Now don't take my word for it. Let me snag some things from their guild's web page to tell the truth of Ramanayan and show him in his best light.
Taken from https://www.angelfire.com/scifi/b5rpg/ssi.html:
Allow me to please address this curious quoting and memory first; "The first is from the mass when Ramanayan took charge of rebel forces in their battle against the dictatorship regime of High Priests Feena and Felicity. The second Ramanayan skillfully traps Feena into admitting she indeed does make laws by decree. (oddly the coins are exactly the same in both pictures however both took place a week apart. There was a decorator who attended both masses)"
Let us speak of dictatorship. The mundanes define dictatorship as "absolute or despotic control or power." In this case that is futhest from the truth. I could not be a dictator because I had no power. I was elevated to the position of "high priestess" due to my numerous initiations and a few small mundane contest winnings.
I could not change the mundane edict that required a certain amount of initiations and recognition to take a higher title. I could not change the mundane edict that required a certain amount of gold to enter the temple. I did have the power to excommunicate. What he will not tell is that so did he. So does every priest. I did have the power to host a mass. What he will not tell you is that so did he. So does every priest.
I often times question where he got off believe these things. I wonder if I had wronged him once and if I did, I really do apologize. I do my best to assist everyone. That is my job. I am a priest. I am here to serve you. Perhaps you misunderstand WHY I took high priest. It was not to "control" the other priests. In fact it was so that I could serve the fellowship as best as I could. If someone said to me, "Feena, we have some evidence against a priest who has been actng heretically in the temple and the 10 of us would like you to look into it," I would. If an acolyte came to me and asked for a symbol and I was not an upper clergy member, I would be sad and upset. I was not able to serve that person.
As a high priest I could also be available to assist the raising of ministers, clerics and priests. That way we were not held down by mundane edict that requires assistance of a higher clergy member with greater amounts of initiations.
Let us address the 1st of these memories from this quote. What rebels? What mass? Is there a journal here? Anyone can dress up a temple as many worshippers did before my mass.
The 2nd photo is very misleading. Where he gives a tiny tiny bit of information, he then adds his own words so that you draw your own conclusion. He only says "My case is proved." Case against what? Looked to me like he was talking to the person in front of him. Could of been about initiations. Am I not allowed to be in the temple at the same time as him without there being some arguement?
As far as admitted that I made laws, it is hard to believe. I have ALWAYS preached and always lived by the way of the rogue. Which is respect yourself, know yourself, respect each other and above all else your own conscience is the law. You know what is right and what is wrong. That is why there is no laws in the temple, and as far as I know there still isn't. The original reason for this "great consul" was to put laws and regulations in the fellowship if I remember correctly. That was what he was fighting me on. He wanted laws, I said no way. Feli said no way. Tybalter said no way. Xibalba said no way. Solon said no way. All these are part of the upper clergy. Where is the dictatorship now? Seems he just wasn't getting his way and was throwing a temper tantrum.
The last of the quotes; "After the nearly 2 Deoch long Fiosachd Civil War rebel forces toppled the Dictatorship. Shown above is the final peace talks hosted in secrecy in the Piet Sewers. (top from left- Solon, Feena, Heiler, Ramanayan, middle from left- ?, Solice, bottom- Rhaina)"
In order to have war, you must have two or more opposing sides. Ramanayan had his way and the rest of us went by the teachings of Fiosachd. Fiosachd does not war with Aislings. Fiosachd never even warred with the Aosda. As it is written he was exiled and cast out. Why couldn't of Ramanayan taken that approach?
If I still had the means to the journal of that meeting in the sewers, I would gladly post it here. It was to my recollection that Rhaina was also journaling. Perhaps you can ask her. I do recall myself telling Ramanayan simply what I have always said. I like my mass. I want to hold my mass. If someone comes to me asking for help, I do whatever I can to help so long as it is in the love of Fiosachd.
If you will believe me, but I am not asking you to, then the final agreement was that Ramanayan was welcomed to his counsil if the Fiosachd fellowship would support it as long as he went along with the way of the rogue in that anyone may worship Fiosachd as they saw fit. Meaning they can listen to the counsil if they feel like it, but they do not have to. He agreed on this. And I can assure you to this day that the great counsil never held power in the grand scheme of the Fiosachd fellowship and still do not to this day. Fiosachd willing he never will.
A rogue is a rogue. A rogue does not live under any law but their own. If they saught to be rules and saught regulation, they would join Gramail, our ally.
Taken from: https://www.angelfire.com/scifi/b5rpg/old.html
I find this page a plethora of information that is skewed and outright deception. On the one case he said he was trying to over throw my (and eventually Felicity's) dictatorship. It is unknown to me where he originally got all these ideas. I think he is about the only aisling in Temuair that has not taken the time to actually talk to me. Instead comes at me swinging in full blades of steel.
He claims he hated my "laws" (you know those, worship as you will ones), yet on his own page he discusses making "new laws"; "You can propose new laws and will eventually begin to get a regular salary. "
He thinks because I made someone a priest, acolyte, worshipper, or whatever that suddenly this person is working for me. I don't know about you, but I had initiated well over 800 people in my days in the temple. I don't think I could name more than 10 I did personally; "Now I noted something interested about his legend, "Fiosachd Priest by Feena"... Does this sound like corruption? It sure does. " I don't even know who Relg is. Don't remember, don't care. I'm sure another priest in the temple who is doing their thing. Just as it should be.
Alright, I'm not quoting the next part so look it up. Read the "original peace term draft." Namely I will state emphatically that this was NEVER EVER EVER agreed to. Point 1 is that HIS party rules the temple. Point 2 is that what the mundanes say about the upper clergy governing the lower clergy is invalid. Point 3 is that he wants you to convert now to his side or "die" in the struggle. Point 4 is another point where he is trying to sound like the good guy. Sad isn't it?
Alright rest is not Fiosachd related. But you will see him trying to take over entire towns and the world. A grand cause indeed. But absolute power corrupts absolutely. What is it he wants us to refer to him as? "Emperor- Ramanayan." What an evil person I was. The mundanes called me High Priestess. Myself? I called me Feena, priestess of Fiosachd, servant of the temple.
Take what you will from what I have written. Any arguement can be address to my e-mail once again. I have no qualms with talking to those who wish to listen. I am not evil. I am not mean. I am not cruel. I am not power hungry. And I am not even in Temuair anymore, atleast as this body. I do care for the fellowship. It has been my home for so long. If they wrote to me now, I would try to find a way to assist them. Even beyond death, I will serve Fiosachd.
A personal message to Ramanayan and those who would follow him: Sirs and madames, I am sorry if at any time I have caused you grief. I would like simply to say that your eyes have been closed for so long about this issue. Do you not think it is time to allow the truth to stand? Ramanayan, I never hated you, I pitied you. Your poor soul must be in such torment having been surrounded by so much darkness. If you could only see for one moment who Fiosachd truely is and what He represents, I know you will be much better off. It is not His wealth but his acceptance of those who were cast off. You were cast off, as was I. As were we all at one point or another in our aisling existance. So many would seek to ignore us and pretend we didn't exists. Blinded by nothing more than their own lust for power. They threw us out and so we banded together in the only way we knew how, what an insult it is to Fiosachd that His children play the same petty games amongst each other. I tried to live as Fiosachd lived. Exciled, cast out, forgotten. I know His lonliness. I know His need to belong and I know His misery. I think you do too. Why don't you try to show that softer side of yourself. It will not hurt you, nor anyone else. I am here, and I offer you this. Take my hand and the time to talk to me for once. Not as an emporer, not as an enemy, but as a fellowship worshipper of the one Truth, the Rogue's way. If you do not know it, let me show it to you. If you cannot hear His call, let me translate for you. If you cannot do these things, then live as He did, alone, cast out, hated and forgotten. For that is where you will end up. If you will not listen to me, listen to the other clergy. Listen to your worshippers. Listen to the probate who aches to be a worshipper. Find the lonly peasant wandering Mileth who is ever so alone, they can tell you about being a cast off. As far as Fiosachd, He will love you no matter what you do, and you know that. It is His way. He will allow you take punishment when you have wronged, as He took punishment. He will allow you to fail, as He had failed. Luck comes two ways, good and bad. He has seen His share of both, as will you. Fiosachd is the Lord of Deception, why is that the only aspect of Him that you can respect?
Feena Kendris
email: feenakendrisx@aol.com
AIM: feenakendrisx
DA: Fremin/Nuirffyd
All I wanted was my mass. Here is some memories that survived many re-formats of the hard drive.
A typical mass that I held. Thank you all the clergy who assisted with prayers, consecrations, initiations, desecrations, banishments... without you, I could never of held down the fort. And you all wondered why I geas'd you. This is why.
Crashing a Cail mass. Eh, what can I say? A bunch of Fiosachd acolytes and us had a few too much rum.
The meeting of the minds of the temple. Xibalba was still a wizard at the time. Imagine that.
Still another typical mass. Unlike on Ramanayan's page, you will see this is obviously a different mass. We are different levels as you can judge by our armour. Different people are present. Etc, etc. I think this mass topped 100.
A love letter I got from Ramanayan after Bahadir branded him a heretic. Beleive me or not, I still don't know who Bahadir is.
This was my last mass. Although not last sun in Temuair.
Another shot of that mass. The aisling head count was over 75.
Props to Omner. He got out before it was too late. One of the two last people to see Feena alive before her eyes closed from the mortal world for the last time. Aselus was the other. Thought it was Feli, eh?
Much needed Glossary of unfamiliar terms:Consul/Counsular -
What he said vs. What he meant
((con·sul (knsl)
n. Abbr. Con. or Cons.1.An official appointed by a government to reside in a foreign country and represent his or
her government's commercial interests and
assist its citizens there. See Usage Note at council.
2.Either of the two chief magistrates of the Roman Republic, elected for a term of one year.
3.Any of the three chief magistrates of the French Republic from 1799 to 1804. ))What he meant:
Council/Counsellor -
coun·cil (kounsl) n.
1. a.An assembly of persons called together for consultation, deliberation, or discussion.
b.A body of people elected or appointed to serve as administrators, legislators, or advisors.
c.An assembly of church officials and theologians convened for regulating matters of
doctrine and discipline.
2.The discussion or deliberation that takes place in such an assembly or body.
