12 Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which I am also apprehended of Christ Jesus. 13 I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before,
- Philippians 3:12-13

About Fidelis Anima

 

Real Name: Barbie
Age: 17
Height:5"3
Eyes Color:Hazel Green
Occupation: Student (Senior)
D.O.B: 03/19/86
E-mail Address: Fidelis2k86@hotmail.com
ICQ Number: 79181893
Hobbies: Playing Guitar, Writing, Reading.
Favorite Movie: The Matrix
Favorite Singer/Band: Bebo Norman
Favorite Song: Falling Down
Theory on life: When believing in Christ Jesus, life is never ending.
Words of Encouragement: Forget the things that are behind and reach forward to the things that are before

Personal Journal
Testimony

 

 

 

Here are the best ways to describe me:

Content to stay in background, avoids causing attention, faithful and devoted, will listen to complaints, can solve others problems, deep concern for other people, moved to tears with compassion, seeks ideal mate.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Sunset:
Always searching for a fleeting image of a true experience, the Sunset personality is living in the world as it exists, but also in a perpetual quest to find the new, the exciting, the cusp of a changing day. Emotionally volatile, this personality is known for sudden changes of opinion, of appreciation, and behavior. Following rules and established methods is difficult for this type of personality and the difficulties of higher education are usually quite daunting. Experience is the watchword for the Sunset. Knowledge is best gained through an intimate association with the matter at hand. Because of this, these personalities make excellent musicians or athletes.

Your Mood: You feel quite determined at the moment or as others might say stubborn! You feel resolute and want things done your way. You want to exert your will and are prepared to put in the necessary energy.Focus and determined describes your present mood. You are out to achieve your goal and you concentrate on that. Unwavering you want to stick to the target of your ambitions, not completely to the exclusion of everything else, but almost! . . .

Your Present Situation: Your present situation is making it difficult to relax. You feel a need to be constantly observant, watching everything that is going on around you. This makes it difficult for you to let your hair down and be spontaneous. You are not comfortable with the barrier that you have created around yourself and would love to breakout in a completely new way.You’re afraid…afraid to reveal yourself to others. This fear is resulting in others assuming you are aloof and withdrawn. But deep down you crave the comfort of close friends though you don’t seem to know how to overcome your obstacles. You are prepared to make changes but need the proper tools. . . .

Your Conflicts: You have no conflicts at the present time

The Whirlwind - Change Position 1: You greatly admire people that are flexible and easily handle change. This is a quality you would like to have more of in your life. You may be looking for new angles to tackle problems with or new ways of moving forward.
The Triangle - Goals Position 2: You are a visionary. Setting goals and accomplishing them is second nature to you. You are seen by your friends and family as a go-getter.
Matching Triangles - Relationship Position 3: Searching for balance is your primary struggle at the moment. You want to have great relationships with others and yet you are finding them difficult to create. As you participate fully in this struggle you will find your balance returning.
The Circle - Connectedness Position 4: This shows that previous realizations have assisted you in creating your current state of oneness which has led you to your current focus as indicated by the shape chosen for position three. You feel confident in your own sense of individuality.
The Square - Foundation Position 5: You have, for the time being, chosen to deny congruency as a focus for your life. You are either not interested in this process, or are in the process of a great deal of change where solid foundations are not an option.

Descriptions

The Whirlwind - Change
In nature, a whirlwind produces profound changes in the landscape by uprooting old trees, blowing away old shrubs, and literally stirring up the earth. Often these changes can be harsh and unforgiving, however they are necessary to the development of the planet. With change comes new growth and new life. If a person is attracted to the symbol of the whirlwind, it usually indicates a great desire for novelty, new ideas, and change. These people are creative, energetic, enthusiastic and are great for stirring up new ideas. Their greatest nemesis is the routine, and although they are capable of accomplishing many tasks at once, they sometimes have difficulty following through with the details. you are aware that changes will always occur, for the moment you are content to explore stability.

The Square - Foundation
Congruency is the single most important aspect of a square, as it is the most important quality to those attracted to the square. In drawing the square, each of the four sides must be congruent or it is not a square. Those attracted to that congruency are also attracted to the qualities of accountability, consistency, and stability. They value honesty, making plans, and setting goals and are steadfast in following through with them. Anyone seeking a sense of security or stability will appreciate the square. The foundations of a house, the walls of a castle, and many other symbols of strength and steadfastness are represented by squares.

Matching Triangles - Relationship
The ability we have as human beings to communicate and relate to each other is unique among our planet's inhabitants. We can share our thoughts, feelings, hopes, desires, and create bonds with each other that can last a lifetime. Our relationships with others present us with an incredible mirror into the most important relationship of all, our relationship with ourselves. Those who are attracted to the matching triangles are essentially seeking balance. They will favor quality relationships with the people they come in contact with. They will gravitate towards jobs which emphasize human contact, collaborative work, and people skills. They value open communication and quality time with their friends.

The Circle - Connectedness
As human beings, one of our most fundamental driving forces is our need to experience oneness. Without a sense of completeness we have no platform from which to launch our goals or dreams. If a person is feeling a sense of incompleteness or disconnectedness, the natural tendency will be to seek the space to find themselves. They will only be happy when given the freedom to grow in their own way and they will naturally reject any person or situation which restricts that space or leaves them feeling trapped. This process can, when taken to an extreme, become very self-absorbing. Often when a person seeking oneness does not get the space they desire, they will simply take it. This can lead to the loss of otherwise beneficial relationships and friendships.

The Triangle - Goals
Setting and working toward our goals and dreams are one of the primary ways we grow as human beings. Our realizations and processes of self-discovery along the way are vital to our development. The triangle symbolizes the mountain that we must climb in order for us to reach the goals we set for ourselves. There are many different paths up the mountain and with perseverance we will get there. When a person is attracted to triangles, they are in the process of single-mindedly creating and pursuing a goal. Obstacles which might stop others will barely deter these people. They are dedicated, determined, and persistent as long as their goals are still relevant to them. Their fear lies not in failure, but in not having a dream to pursue. However, this single-mindedness towards future pursuits can deter them from accomplishing anything in their immediate lives.

You are a granola maiden.
In your worldview, high-fashion takes a backseat to function, practicality and other more important societal concerns. To you its what's inside that counts the most. There are better causes to support than Salvador Ferragamo. And anybody who thinks otherwise may not be viewed very favorably.

You prefer music with an edge that also expresses depth and concern. This is a good summation of your personality.
It’s the signature of somebody who is outspoken and passionate about causes. They may not always be the right causes but your weighty concern is still noted by all and admired.

Your friendships are rock solid.
There is nothing you wouldn’t do for your friends and they feel the same way about you. You take your relationships seriously and you know the importance of being there for another person. People tend to be drawn to you. They know that you will always be there to lend a helping hand and this is something that makes for strong friendships. You have forged bonds with people that cannot be broken and you are willing to sacrifice whatever you must to ensure this.

You’ve elevated forgiving to a veritable art form.
You are definitely your own person. You think your own thoughts and don’t seem to care what other people think of you. Instead of a follower you are leader of the pack. Your determination to have your own style and thoughts show people that you have your own mind and you stand by your convictions. You never fail to do what you believe is right and don’t care what other people think about you.

Although you don’t have completely low opinions of yourself, you could still use some improvement in the self-esteem category.
You seem to know your self-worth, but don’t seem to always believe it. The mistakes you think you make are probably not noticed by your friends and supervisors. The way you see yourself is different from the way other see you.


A dreamer is your type. Seen as "not quite there", you see things that few do. You make people think, and your friends turn to you for insight.

The Ever-loving Neptune. I am the channel of divine love, I am that which comforts.

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