Reservation
It could be a dream,
where I'm bending reality.
Where I'm trying to save a broken heart,
from the binds of mortality.
I'm bringing myself to false truth,
trying to convince myself otherwise.
I can't shake this feeling,
that I love will be my demise.
I find myself brooding in darkness,
a horizontal mess with rivers flowing from my face.
I just can't let it go,
this reservation in my heart, your special place.
I want to come back,
be a part of this existance.
Get out of this fantasy,
forget about your resistance.
I worked so hard,
to try and change how you feel.
but I've come to the decision,
I'll just have to deal...
I find myself brooding in darkness,
a horizontal mess with rivers flowing from my face.
I just can't let it go,
this reservation in my heart, your special place.
