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Miscellaneous Thoughts of a Bewildered Teenager

BILLORAMA      Life is the journey of truth. It is the jouney of self-examination and most importantly it is the journey of happiness. I have found throughout my life that happiness isn't easily obtained. It is fought for and easily taken away. When were are born, we are brought into this world without fear or prejudice. We have no knowledge of love or hate. It is then that we are completely free. Free from commercialism, free from democracy, free from war, and free from responsibility. I miss those days...

     Music is the expression of the soul. It is the medium in which every person conveys their emotions. I have always felt that music can fit any type of situation w hether it is a wedding, a birthday party, or a funeral. Now it is my thought that people are defined by what type of music they listen to. If a person listens to slow, melodic music, they are usually relaxed, unstressed people. If a person listnens to beat-filled tunes that shake the ground and rattle the windows, that person is likely to be seen dancing their ass off at parties.

     Literature is very much like music. It is the sole expression of an author's thought and aspirations. It is creativity come to life. Many of times have I finished a good book and thought to myself, "I wonder how the author felt after he finally finished this". A good story will put me into the character's body and let me feel what he is feeling.It is an experience I urge people to enjoy.


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     Is human existence a good thing? Have we done more good than bad? What would the world be like if we were never brought to be? I don't know. What is love? Is it nothing but chemical reactions in out brain that tell the hormones to kick into overdrive? Or is it the spiritual attraction between two people?

     I really enjoy the lyrics of songs. They tell a story or give a thought about some of life's most intersting and complicated subjects. Sometimes songs are hard to comprehend because of the subject, and sometimes it is better not to understand.

     Why are people so stupid? If you are to ask a question, and a person doesn't give an answer, you try again. After about 10 times wouldn't you get the message?

     Confused am I sometimes about what I am supposed to do with my life. What was I put on the planet to do? I can't see myself working a minimum wage job that places me in a cubical and makes me wear a suit and tie everyday. I do not want to be a pun in a game that I should be the winner of. I want to be creative and free. I want to be influential. I want to have power. I want to have it all.

     I feel that this web page will be my window to speak to everyone about my beliefs and thoughts about everything and nothing. It will corrupt the mind and make you think. It will stir emotions and possibly offend you. And if it doesn’t, I’ll try my damned hardest.

     What is the meaning of life? I have been told that 42 is the meaning of life. That’s my favorite number. What if humans created a time machine? Would we use it to explore the unknown? Or would we tragically alter the space-time continuum? Do you believe in time? I once heard from a cartoon that time is an idea created by carbon-based life forms to measure their own decay. I somewhat agree with that.

     Are we really individualistic? Or do we blindly follow the media and pop culture? I can’t say anyone within the last 10 years has made any significant discovery that would educate or stimulate the human intellect.

     I miss my friends some times, but I think to myself and I remember that I will see them again. They live 200 miles away, and the only means of which I can contact them is by a very expensive phone, or the internet. Can you imagine the world without the internet? It would be a disaster. If the internet would just stop one day the entire world would be in chaos. Then the blind sheep would be forced to think for themselves, and they would perish.

     I don’t know if I can really say anymore. I have given many thoughts on several different things. Read, reread and absorb anything that you can use to further your intelligence. Otherwise, disregard any and all information you have seen here today. Now go and use this or all you would have done today is waste invaluable time on incoherent babble.



Dr. Michael Kuo is one bad-ass asian. He's so cool that he even taught this stupid white kid to write in HTML. Guess I won't be having a sad day after all!

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