Dont Say Gay

Gay= an emotion of Happiness
Faggot= a bundle of twigs and or a ciggarette
I am quite sure I am sick of hearing these expressions. People say them entirely to often to make them even the least bit clever anymore. I just thought Id point that out.
On a more bitchy note, I am so sick of the competative nature of the homosexual community. Can we get over the fact that every man has to look like Orlando Bloom or Jude Law. What happend to looking into someones soul and seeing them for what they are worth besides what they look like in a pair of gap low rise jeans and a tight little T.

and what is with the out poor of Straight men being gay courious all of a sudden, can I get an actual homosexual man who wants to date me please. Must I constantly have to get all these straight men fawning over how much of a woman I seem like. Seriously they have been popping out of the woodwork. Of course they arent going to leave their "Safe" lifestyle for me, Im just a peice of gristle a peice of meat. Something they can put on their trophy mind shelf. HA HA I bagged a Fag... Ive become a Gay Mistress, to the straight men of my town. Although this makes me sound like a wide open slut, sorry but i have a weakness for the straight ones even though i complain, im still opt to choose them myself.

but with yet another Drab year over and a new one starting I have decided that I am going to hold out my sexual exploitations and wait for the person I a meant to be with, Granted this is an expectation that will most likely not come to be, I still need to feel that i am not so attainable for all those non relationahip types and be me and concentrate on me. Besides sex is abominably over-rated, and my hand more times then not works a hell of a lot better.

-till next time- Miah