This is definitely today.

Never Say Goodbye

Some summer sunday
drifting between sleep and waking
your absence brought me to
sick feelings building,
slowly remembering
the bitterness of the final kiss, motionless...

we never said goodbye when we gave in, but we don't mind.
if we never say goodbye there'll be no end.

stream of consciousness
leads me to drowning dreams.
looking up you're colord baby blue.
the frustration
of knowing
what it's like the breathe you in.... and remember when...