womb.

save me
from this bitter extortion
save me
from this act of contortion

please don't stare
while they're stripping me bare
can't reach you through this mental distortion

my flesh is bruised
shredded
and battered
my mind is fucked and my world is shattered

now they're through
but where were you
who made me promises when none of them mattered

cover my eyes with filthy rags
just to see your eyes
cut off my ears with a rusty knife
just to hear your lies
when i give / i give it all
when it comes down / i watch it fall
when i'm still in love with you

love becomes what i despise

a hardening vein
a pulsating heart
giving you life through the darkest of arts

one with your flesh
together we mesh
i gave you my love but you tore it apart

conceived of hopelessness
born of despair
lost my grip on the life that i could not repair

fueled by the fire
of my godless desire
you're reaching an end but i'm already there

it may be time to forgive
but i know i'll never repent
i may want what you have to give
but i'll be choking on your shit

when i am hurt / so am i healed
when i am pieces / i cannot be killed
when i get inside of you
you'll relive everything that i cannot forget

no longer fear
no longer pray
the edges bleed through
the flesh burns away

feed on the surge
at last i emerge
i am reborn through this life of decay

do you see what i have become?
born in you / reborn to be numb
beat it away
into the gray
no need to resist / just a need to succumb

skin like bone
mind like fire
from a heart that pumps anew
give the gift that keeps on giving
come to me and be set free too

feel my screams through your hatred
see my beauty through a tainted view
find your self inside this madness
come to me and be reborn too

if the wages of sin is death
then what have i got left?
you're my only escape from this pit

open your heart for me
open and swallow me
surrender now
i will promise you

this won't hurt a bit

-- emergance --