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carbon/copy

once a being once a child once a friend
stepping down revealing hurt and then
later i became aware of your sin
blink an eye and now you're changing once again
humbly emptying i feel corrupt
watching you falling down and shooting up
tried to breath tried to change tried to pray
but what the fuck happened here anyway
watching now seeing what you became
now i know that it will never be the same
pulling in and lashing out so desperately
a cry for help and no one's listening but me
standing here in horror of what you became
now i know that you will never be the same
a perfect clone identical in every way
unconsciously mimicking the things you hate
a perfect clone hurting all that you make
shedding skin in attempt to defamate
a perfect clone with a need to imitate
you will bleed and crash and burn until you break
taking in and watching so carefully
trying to stitch together what you need
feeding on and digging in while i repeat
insincere inhumane
and incomplete
listening as you preach what i should do
when i'm done i become just like you
repetitive ritual suicide
you can find no safer place that you might hide
wandering and watching too i try to see
why the fuck you might have spent all this at me
pretty little repeating loop of suicide
i should have seen through it all when first you lied
but who else did i think that i would meet
bending over for a hook and a cheat
and now you know that all you are is all you see
all you hear is all you're told just like me
all your hurt and all the pain within your soul
all comes down to doing just what you're told
a perfect clone with a flaw to contemplate
i will bleed and crash and burn until i break
despite the things that i know that you will do
if you want then i will follow after you
believed the image sold yourself and bought the lie
imagined hate imagined fear but don't know why
a hollow and empty light filters through
touching us changing me
and killing you



-- oblivion --

-- going down? --

-- peer --