it's amazing how ¤ now that you're gone ¤ i can walk past the campus ¤ without my stomach doing flipflops ¤ without my mind thinking up scenarios ¤ and what i would say ¤ responding with cliches ¤ hoping i'm not being too obvious ¤ the truth is ¤ no matter how much time has past ¤ no matter how you tell me you're done ¤ i still feel connected to you ¤ i still feel alive ¤ i still feel a part of something ¤ that you often deny ¤ wishing to block it out ¤ hoping to see the light ¤ fade into black ¤ don't kiss my lips ¤ keep to yourself ¤ but if at all possible ¤ don't let me go.