Ok, here is my new rants page. It isnt much, but I figured that since Drgan and I have broken up, that it is time to start over.               Ok here goes the rant: I'm walking down the street, and I hear a car horn...and then I see this old guy waving at me...UGH! I hate that, when Guys sit there, and wave at a girl that is walking on the side of the road, whistleing at you, cat calls, its so annoying! I mean.....what are we supposed to do? Ignore it? espeshally when it's one after the other...First one car with an old guy, then another car, with a younger guy, but still too old for me.... SHeesh, what a pain in the ass!!!!!

-MoonDragon

          Valentines Day, supposedly the day for lovers...Yeah right. I know I should be thankful for what I have....But I...I dont know...Just kind of confused and lonely I guess. I feel empty. Like this was the lonliest day of my life...I just feel weird! Like I'm lost....Desolate, and alone. I wish something exciting would happen it in my life...But anyway....I'll go on and do the rant!

                    My area, In Virginia Beach, used to be a nice and quiet place, Safe, and The people were easy to get along with. Until the last few weeks, I have seen this area pretty much go to hell. Today Alone I saw 9 police cars, and 1 fire engine, All at diffrent times. And everyone blames it on the Teenagers...uhhh It's not The teenagers fault though, I mean, they have to learn somewhere...They had to have their own infuences,which could be their parents, adults that are in their life, T.V., Music(Rap is the number one music in this area....But I prefer Rock) It can be so many things..but the Adults are the ones that provide us with the means to cause destruction, Like Guns, Knives, Etc. Ok I'll stop rambling now...Happy Valentines Day!

-MoonDragon

I dont know what I am going to rant about today...but I felt that I should just at least put something on here today...da da daaaa...Ok here we go a rant...My boyfriend is leaving to college...and he will be gone for an entire year :( He says it is to make our lives better if we decide to stick together...but I just keep thinking... " hold up here for a damned minute...you just gonna leave me hanging here wishing you were here??? ohhh noooooo" Truth is, I hate being alone... I mean, Do I seriously have to wait a whole YEAR to see him? 30 days in a month, 12 months a year, 365 Days??? I dont wanna wait that long...He keeps saying that he'll visit..but still! It's not the same as having him whenever I need him there.... ::sniff::sniff:: I am gonna miss him :,( ok ok ok I stop crying now...I am done with this rant.... Its makin me depressed...... later! -MoonDragon

How are all you people...heh Todays rant is probably going to be boring...but I have a rant at least! todays rant is brought to you by the word BABIES heh heh heh I know I know..stinky diapers, messy faces, soiled clothes, we all know the deal right? but seriously... do babies stink? ugh My lil sister smells like shit all the time, cause I swear thats all she does, I know shes a good baby sometimes... but latley she has been sick..So I have gotten the chore of taking care of her :( fun huh? NOT. throwing up, dirty diapers, not eating when They are sick....is there anyone out there who can do anything to help? NO. Just me myself and I..do parents ever help? NO they let the sister take care of them...I swear this is training for me so I dont have my own kid... I will have one someoneday hopefully 2, Their names will be Krystal Alexis, and Jonathon ALexander...dont ask me why I just llike those names...well, I am going to go now I will fix these rants laterr....byes!

-MoonDragon

Todays rant is not really a rant...Just a lil thing going on in my life, I guess all the rants arnt really rants anyway...just things going on in my life or other peoples lives...ok well here it is:

                    Mother hood, is obviously diffrent from being somthing like an "adopted mom" Which is what I have been for about a week...I have been taking care of my younger sister, Samantha(Sammie for short), I learned that you cant do what you want when you have a kid... and most teenagers dont even get this kind of expeirience. But I have. The reason why I have been "acting" is because my mom is in the hospital. Due to having Lung surgury. My dad has constantly been by her side... So I get the star roll of the play :) yeah right...But you know it's not all that bad... You get to feel needed, loved, which are two of the greatest feelings in the world. But taking care of someone is a big responsibility...it means no more sleeping in late, and having to please their every whim...and you can ask any of my friends...I'm not normally like that..But I love the job. I have also been filling out applications this week so I can get a good job...maybe as an assistant manager... Who knows? Life is full of so many pleasures and little things that make us what we are. I think we all need to believe in somthing. No matter what that thing will be. So I conclude this lil rant, With a short lil poem:
When your down and out,
think your down for the count,
remember someone needs you,
someone loves you,
No matter what you say,
there is always somone there.
No matter what you do,
someone will be by your side,
through the good times or bad,
the rough, and the sad.
No matter who it is,
I will be there too.


-MoonDragon

Hey peoples... I have finally figured out the one person that reads my page the most...My boyfriend!!! Charles...LOL I love you sweetie... But anyway, I was at work today and he called me, I was soooo happy. I dont think I could have been happier today...well I could, if he was with me.... in person, but I cant have that cause he's in college. But thats ok too. Have you ever loved someone so much they made you cry? I have, charles has turned me all inside out :) but in a good way of course!!! He has made me believe in something....Which is really hard to do. I love him more than the world.... I wouldnt trade him for anything...hehehe But I know what he can get me for my birthday :P hehe A dozen red roses..hell even one would be great! I love roses. I think I am going to send Charles a dozen roses with a letter attached saying "I will love you till the last rose dies". What do you people think? Ok now I will skip to the acual rant :
Where I work people just dont get the clue that we DO NOT take credit cards. Now I understand if most MAJOR companies do. BUT WE ARE NOT A MAJOR COMPANY! sure we have stores all over the world... BUT WE DONT TAKE THE DAMN CREDIT CARDS..what are they gonna do, sue us? LOL I would LOVE to see them try...LOL But anywaysssss... This girl ordered a cake today, well she tried to hand me a credit card...There was a sign RIGHT in front of her face that said "WE DO NOT TAKE CREDIT CARDS" I mean, talk about stupidity here people. after I ring it up and tell her the price she trys to hand me the damn thing again!!! I told ehr once again. and she says "oh" then she takes out a 10 dollar bill and looks at it like it was a miricle that she had the damn 10. so then she sits there and says, "how much was it again?" I told her 15 dollarsand then she's says I dont have enough money I will be back" then I had to void the damn thing out and to void something it is a pain in the royal ass.... so I ended up paying 1.45.... UGH I hate it when I have to void things out. then she comes back about 4 hours later. And I charge her again for it...she paid and left. I mean, what did she have to do, stand on a street corner and wait to get laid to get the extra 6 bucks? How stupid can you get. Ok I am done with the rant now...Happy now Charles??? I Love you with all of my heart, mind, and soul!!! :) I am COMMING TO SEE YOU IN 20 MORE DAYSSSSS!!!

-MoonDragon

Guys...they are sooo wierd...lol....get this..I called my boyfriend today on my NEW CELL PHONE! and after we hung up I was chillen...then an hour later...he calls me telling me he loves me and he misses me...Normally when a guys says that to his girlfriend...that fast...he did something wrong...LOL SO that was my first reaction...but he kept saying that everything was ok that after we got off the phone he went to sleep...uhhh huuuhhhh sureeeeee...But I trust him...He has no clue how much I trust him...SO I think that is kind of funny...People underestimate how much people love them...I mean, everyone does.... No matter who they are...hell even I do sometimes....ok most of the time... No one misses someone until they are gone... I learned the hard way. I always thought that people would be there for me, and with me...but I learned that they arnt. Most of the time people are there up until you need them....the suddenly they dissapear on you, Like they never existed, or they dropped off the face of the planet. and I hate it when that happens....I really do. When people are gone you miss them more, and whats worse, you never forget the person. See, one thing charles doesnt know is that if he and I EVER do break up...I will never ever date another person...it's too painful...the break ups... I mean, it is just to hard. and with how much I have been through...life is hell...the only good part about my life right now IS Charles. and I dont think he even realizes it.but hopefully some day he will. I just hope that he knows that I love him with all of my heart. And I hope he never ever forgets that. Well, thats all for my rant today...Hope everyone has a great day! -MoonDragon

I know I know, It's been awhile, Right now though, I am working on a book of Poetry, I have told no one about this but now those who acually come to my page now know. I am trying to get a publisher, and get up enough money for the book to be made, so if anyone knows someone whom I can talk to, please email me at MoonDragon.
I wuit my old job, and I am now working at a gas station, that pays more money, and is much better than working at the old place. Of course, I am still with Charles, And believe me, I dont think that I will ever give him up. But sometimes I wonder if he is getting bored with me? I guess my biggest fear is getting bored of him, that has always been my problem with guys, I get bored with them, Hopefully in this relationship that wont happen.... It better not, I will never forgive myself. I love him too much... I knwo I know, your sick of the mushy lovie dovy shit. SO SUE ME! I'm trying, so give me a break here! My sister finally turned 3, and believe me, thats not much better than 2. She's still a lil shit all the time, and taking care of her is harder than ever. I hope this is enough to satisfy everyone, Cause I am tired and I wanna go to bed....Goodnight...
-MoonDragon

Hello everyone, sorry I have not written in the last few days, but things dont look so good on my end of the computer... My Grandfather died at about 1:30am 5 of may... which is today, and then 4 days ago my dads best friend past away also, so things are not doing so good right now. I am out of it from lack of sleep and too much meds. lol I think I need some tranquilizers. but oh well. This is probably the shortest rant or complaint or pity story ever. But oh well I dont care anymore. So much for my deppresion being over. Goodnight all. MoonDragon Poetry                     My Religion                    Theories                    Horoscopes                    Old Rants