Life in hell
Lying on the floor, screaming your name
i want you here only you can take away my pain
The love i have for you is strong
when your not here i don't belong
I will love you more than you will ever know
If you don't want something to happen just say so
Losing you is like losing my mind
I don't ever want to leave you behind
Through the darkness you see me through
What i am saying is i love you
*I thought*
I thought I wrote the words very clear
I thought the pain inside would disappear
But instead I'm back at the start
With a knife on my wrist waiting to stop my heart
I want it to end but it never will
The pain will never go away can I just take some pills
I'm ready to end it all
let me make one more call
To tell everyone I'm sorry for the pain I'm going to cause
I take a deep breathe and pause
Slowly cut my throat and let the blood poor
My body falls to the floor..........
I feel so cold yet my body is sweating
I feel so still yet my body is shaking
The room is getting dark
I'm falling a part
I thought I wrote the words very clear
I thought the pain would disappear
But I guess thats what I get for thinking
Cause now my body lays alone on the floor, so cold with no one near.
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