so yeah.. if you heard me and carl have a "thing" BULLSHIT.. WE ARE FRIENDS. HE IS MY BEST FRIEND, ONE OF THE ONLY REAL FUCKING PEOPLE AT THAT SCHOOL.
if you heard i made out with jared (chelseas brother) BULLSHIT.. if you heard i had feelings for jared.. that is right, but i cant just push feelings away that i have.. i did my best to and i did my best to not pursue it, yeah i had temptation, but i didnt give into it, the friendship i THOUGHT i had meant more to me. but fuck.. i guess i thought wrong, damn maybe i shouldnt of been such a good friend then huh??
anyways heres so more shit if u want to hear about it..
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:08:42 PM): i dont swear that u havent gone through shit
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:08:54 PM): u dont know the type of person i am
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:09:00 PM): i cant handle this much shit at once
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:09:03 PM): and it just keeps fucking coming
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:09:20 PM): ive never had so much bullshit coming from every direction
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:09:27 PM): ud think that times like this my fiends would be there
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:09:34 PM): but no they are acusing me of all this shit
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:09:47 PM): that ive never even fucking done
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:10:09 PM): thank god im going on independent study
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:10:18 PM): or else id probably come to school and fucking kill everyone there
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:10:31 PM): thats how much hate i have inside me right now
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:10:36 PM): i shouldnt have this kind of hate
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:10:39 PM): im not that kind of person
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:10:54 PM): what kind of "friends" drive someone to this point
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:11:11 PM): how the fuck they could say im the one not being a friend
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:11:16 PM): they have no idea whats going on
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:11:21 PM): and i wonder why!?
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:11:27 PM): because everytime i try to say something to them
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:11:29 PM): they dont fucking care
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:11:41 PM): no they are talking about bullshit problems
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:11:53 PM): like oh who should i choose out of the 3 guys that im playing!?
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:12:17 PM):what should i do about the guy that i fucked u over for in the past is saying things about me making me think twice about the bf i already have that i suddenly started to like when i found out that u had feelings for him
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:12:29 PM): FUCK THAT!!!!!!!!
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:12:52 PM): but me.. no i dont even try to tell them SHIT anymore
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:12:55 PM): because i know they dont care
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:12:59 PM): i dont care about them
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:13:16 PM): why should i tell them things, when i know 5 minutes later someone i barely know is gunan be coming to me asking me about it
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:13:46 PM): why should i not be there for someone who is being fucked over by an immature ass little lying ass bitch who calls herself my friend
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:14:03 PM): im there for people that are hurting and who have actually been there for me when i was hurting
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:14:37 PM): im not there for lying ass bitches trying to scheme up new ways to fuck shit up in other peoples fucking lives
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:15:13 PM): but then i get called shady in the end
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:15:17 PM): and im a scandalous bitch
LiLsQu33KyOnE (3:15:19 PM): and im a slut.. BULLSHIT!!!
so you say he has talked shit about me in the past, so i shouldnt consider him my best friend? fuck. compared to how much shit you guys have talked about me in the past IT AINT SHIT!!! by the way.. whos the one that chose someone elses friendship (a guy might i add) over mine in the past? and then tried getting with him?? huh? YEAH YOU HAVE NO ROOM TO TALK BITCH. i never planned on getting with carl, i planned on being his friend.. im not a shady bitch like you, sorry you had to assume that though!
OH AND ANOTHER LITTLE THING.. hmm so its ok for her to write notes to HER best guy friend when she has a boyfriend, but if me and her bf who IS my best friend write notes then its all bad? nothing ever was going on between me and carl EXCEPT for a friendship.. so hanging out with your friend, and being a good friend to someone means we have a "thing"? giving a jacket to a friend thats cold means that there is something going on.. COME ON YOU FUCKING DUMB ASSES.. ARE WE IN FUCKING SEVENTH GRADE AGAIN!? seriously though.. SINCE WHEN HAS THAT MEANT SHIT!??!?
so yeah thats all the info for you nosy ass fucking people at castro valley fucking high.. hope you enjoyed. hopefully this is the last shit you will ever be hearing about me or from me. go ahead and start all your drama, and run your mouths, and talk bullshit, and spread LIES.. as long as i dont have shit to do with it GO AHEAD. seems to be everyones favorite thing at that stupid ass school. so yeah go ahead and be happy with all the drama going around in THIS GAY ASS FUCKING LITTLE PEICE OF SHIT TOWN..