An Explanation
Mood:  a-ok
This is to my friends:

I've been really distant lately and just really short with everyone and I'm sorry. There's just been stuff going on with me that I've just kept bottled up.

I'm losing my sight and my hearing and it's really fucking scary. Can you even imagine what it would be like to live in a world of silent darkness? After a while the thought just started making me really angry at everyone and everything for no reason. I can't even explain why, but I just withdrew. I didn't want to be bothered with all these happy people and their happy little lives. Just when things were starting to be okay (Well, not really okay, but okay enough comparably).

I'm getting used to it now. I've always been ill ever since I was small and there's never been any reason for it. Just unlucky, I guess.

Anyway, that's enough for now. It's late. I want to go to bed.