Seem So Lost

Remembering the things I said, the way I was, the way you smiled. Thinking of the times we spent, the words we shared, the hurt that followed. Looking back it all just seems so pointless and irrelevant. Seeing you running around with other guys, I'm sick of it.

Questioning whether you really meant everything that you said. Wondering why in the end, I thought I'd be better off dead. Thinking back to times when I knew life was so much better. Wrapping up all of my emotions inside a letter.

I can't turn back time, I can't change what you have done. And you've gone so far, look at what you have become.

What has happened? What went wrong? When did this turn for the worst? Where did you go? You seem so lost. Believe me this hurts.