-My Thoughts on "God"-
(always updated)
Ok, so i doubt anyone wants to hear my thoughts but people need to suffer right? Good, my problem is worshipping, why should you? why should you have to bow down to anything, why consider someone else higher than you and consider you and others around you lower than the one you choose to worship? why this why that? Consider this, conforming, changing your life to fit someone elses, doing what someone else says you should for your whole fuckin life. Do you want this? Should you want this? Well you make that choice. For me, i refuse to think anyones higher or lower than me, i believe in equality, everyones the same, no one better or worse, Because i believe in equality i decide not to worship. People who say oh yeah i believe in peace unity equality and are of chrisianity, ARE THE MOST HYPOCRITICAL FUCKS ive ever met. You read a book, you shape and mold your whole existance around it, but why, are you scared? are you threatened? Whats in it for you? enlightenment? NO.....you either get promised to go away when you die to heaven, the place your parents told you about when you were too small to think for yourself,where your parents pushed you into church every sunday for the rest of your life, like their parents did before. Its a chain, you pray you slave away to someone else, you get guaranteed happiness when you die. But how do you know huh? wheres your proof, i relie on scientific facts, not myths, i relie on proof, and you dont. I think the commandments are like laws, or rules or something to let your parents know you wont be a criminal in life because you fear of going to "hell", it is nearly impossible to go dayly without commiting a "sin" , im gonna call these sins living. As a young person, i am still confused about the world i am in and havea lot of learning to do (on my own terms not anyone elses) but even when i was a small dress wearing 7 year old in a church/daycare, i questioned religion and why i should have to be a puppet. Why was i singing these songs? Why did i have to pray? I relie on myself for how my life goes not someone who ive never seen or met or even had faith in, i have faith in myself, i dont want to have someone dictate my life or my descisions, there mine , its that simple. Than you see bush on the news, "god bless" this "god bless" that, what about us atheists? OH WAiT, were un-american because we dont believe in this crap? than good, id be fuckin proud of myself , i dont worry about these standards of "america", the white christian american, all these new found christians all because of 9/11 (it couldve been prevented ya know?) there all so fuckin scared of what can happen, what they dont realize has happened for years
But than again, no one really knows, so what right do i have to go preeching to you about how your a slave and how i have it so lucky.
