tues.oct.7..3·49pm
alright, i'm really getting fed up with angelfire's ads en whatnot. it's such a hassle to use as a journal and in the long run is not worth it's weight. gina's convinced me, and i'm in the process of moving to geocities. if you want to stare at my crappy beginnings, feel free:
http://geocities.com/suzietheoreo i'll try en put up a blog first so you guys can give me some feedback, but know that you can always just
email me or IM me at suzie oreo
fri.sept.26..7·57am
i know, i know. i haven't written in a while. well, that's cause things are getting really crazy. i don't know if i have the time right now to write up all about that right now cause i'm in keyboarding right now, en i just have spare time. man, this class sucks so bad. everyone's telling me, "hey, well, look at it this way; easy A!" hey, well, look at it this way; i could get an A easily without wasting a whole elective in something i can already do effeciently! but oh well, it's giving me the time to update en check my email without the distractions of my home life. oh, this weekend with be good for me. i'm not going home tonight. instead, i'm meeting jessica at jack in the crack en we're gonna walk over to her house, then take off to some baseball game. (haha, neither of us like baseball to begin with, but-- ..heh heh heh...) tomorrow we're meeting up with this random person she met over at panda en edwards.. her name's jessica, too, and she's frosh here at tp. for that, i feel sorry for her for she shares this crap school. i hope she at least fits in with one of the random cliques here. but yeah, so we'll meet her en hang out fer a bit, then got back to jessica's place... en hopefully at some point noel en i can hook up en do something fer at least a little bit.. it's okay, i guess, if we don't get to hang out saturday cause on sunday we're going to the supertones concer in rb together :D, so yeah. brittany en i "made up" but we still have to talk about stuff cause we're sick of all this crap happening all the time. we both agree that we're like, best friends sorta (cause we don't really get to see each other that much execpt on thursdays en during the occasional sunday school..) en we don't want to keep getting in these fights, so yeah. ah, looks like we've gots to start typin again.
mood: crapped out tired
music: cotton eyed joe by issac payton sweat
mon.sept.8..6·15pm
and that's just about all i have to say about that.
sun.sept.7..6·12pm
'Open minded is your middle name you took us in with a blink of an eye. Dancing fancy can't you tell me why you had your sudden change of mind. Spoke a word or two about my God then we were not the people we were before. Put your label on us we suck now, a couple of words have changed our sound. Then there's you, you fortunate few, with your minds made up and the best point of view. With opportunity oh what you'd change, what you'd do to make it your way. The looks keep coming as you walk on by, you think the way we do it is a compromise. Question 1,2, and 3. One too many for me.' that's 'open minded' by the w's. good stuff.. i've been listening to them a lot lately cause-- well, i'm starting to get sick of my other crap, heh.
so i missed the csi retreat cause my dad kept me home. yesterday i was driving with my dad in the stater bro's parking lot in pq going to the bakery that's doin their cake friday en i came to a stop sign en my dad started yelling at me fer something en i got really shook up. i made a right en was going really slow cause i was freaked out by my dad en looked over to him to ask him to lay off. i wasn't lookin en i rolled into a sign at like 2 miles per hour. it messed up the fender a little bit. my dad started to yell at me like i'd never heard him yell before. i started to freak out en i didn't know what to do so i screamed as loud and as high as i could until my dad just got out of the car en went into the bakery to taste cakes. i sat in the car en cried and cried, every breath becoming increasingly harder to take. i was wheezing and hacking to the point that i started to cough up blood. i called up julie en she drove down to see me right away with brad. she took me to the farthest 7-11 in the pq area en we just hung around en talked.. they made me happy; lol, brad's such a sweet guy; he went into 7-11 to get some water en came out with three 40 oz. size slurpees, three pop rocks, en three sour lollipop things. he was like "i knew you liked sour stuff so i got you guys all this crap. enjoy." haha. so yeah, that was pretty much my weekend. oh, en i cut all my hair off. yeh. i'll link a piccy later. right now i have to finish up my room. ><; i really don't want to, haha. lyl
mood: farfrumpukkin
music: moses by the w's
wed.sept.3..9·12pm
a conversation i had with noel today:
me: dude, FAKE NAME HERE just jackmoted yer joke-like, font, color en all
noel: so? yer point is?
me: well.. erm..
noel: we steal stuff from FAKE NAME HERE all the time.
me: so-- ..that's different!!
noel: i love yer logic, suzie.
sun.aug.31..3·30pm
my dad didn't take me to church again today. that sucked, but i don't know why i'm even bothering to ask anymore. i get my hopes up en then it relatively never carries out. whatever though. virginia yelled at him en he came back to take me to practice-- yet again, i got my hopes up! only to be told by mike when i got there that practice was cancelled. eric supposedly called everyone to let them all know, en-surprise! what do you know? i just happened to fall through the cracks once again. i don't know why i fool myself into thinking i'll still be connected to the church even though i've moved out here. nothing every happens. whatever. so much for seeing noel today. i wonder when i'll be able to see him next seeing as though i'm probably not going to youth group or church anymore.
mood: bleh
music: frank's a carpenter by the w's
sat.aug.30..9·34pm
went sailing today. stephen, price, noel en myself. good times. too bad we had to start the day off with the drowning of a snake, murdered by none other than stephen-the-infamous, wanted dead er alive in all 50 states. haha jk (j-a-y k-a-y). so sailing was fun; we all just hung out, played cards, ate, stuff like that. fun. afterwards i went over to noel's house en called my dad cause he was SUPPOSED to pick me up when i called him but he just "HAPPENED" to be in a store the whole while en his phone never went off, he says. it wasn't that bad though, i mean, considering i was expecting to come home en find his body layin in the sewer er something. actually, that aside, i had a pretty good time hangin out with noel. we hadn't really been able to just hang out like that fer a while. it was really nice, en i'm sorta glad now that my dad never came (noel's mom, bless her fer putting up with me en whatnot, ended up just taking me home). i don't think i remember a time where i felt so right with noel as i do in my life right now. he's just everything that i could have asked for en then a whole lot more. on top of being able to stand me, he's there fer me in everyway. he knows just how to reach me when i'm in such distant states, how to treat me when i'm upset, how to love me when i feel like the last person on the planet, how to make me laugh when my lips had forgotten how. on top of all of that, he's a hottie; in the words of the girls in my cabin up at hume, 'i snagged myself a hottie; i scored,' and i did. i don't know what i've done, what God's seen right by me to have given me such an influence, such a drug that is my boyfriend, my best friend. i dread the school year because that means earlier nights, harder days, and more stress with XC en all on him. however that does mean that it's just all the more closer to summer 2004 when we'll both be able to drive and will have just the greatest blast together. but enough of my raving on about that sweet guy.
so i came home tonight to a completely empty house. my dad, virginia en beth were all out the whole day en the thought never crossed my father's mind to call en check in.. or pick up his lovely daughter for that matter, lol. he walked in en some how God granted me enough self control not to chew his head off then en there. i spoke to him en things got worked out. anyhoo, i had best get myself in the shower before it's too late en i start waking people up. well, i'm off to go love charlie.
mood: on cloud 9 with noel on my mind :)
music: big house by newsboys
fri.aug.29..10·16pm
on the phone with noel right now. man, i don't know how we're ever gonna live together. i mean, he doesn't like apple pie. i mean, apple pie!! geeze, guys these days. at least, in his words, we mutually dislike mayonnaise. we're going sailing tomorrow. that'll be fun. .. crap. noel has to get off soon, so i'll write more later. sorry fer the crap entry.
th.aug.28..12·39am
new layout.. i got really sick of live journal. if at any point in time you wish to read any of my previous entries fer whatever the heck yer reasoning be, you can check em at this little place. i'm just gonna manually type up my entries now cause it's waaay way easier to control everything.
lessee.. what happened today? nothing really. woke up.. charlie got into some chocolate so i had to clean that up. luckily, he didn't actually eat any of it, lol. [oh yeah; on saturday i got a new dog en his name--you guessed it! is charlie. he's a sweetie. wow, i can't believe i just said "sweetie". haha.] then i got up en started to paint my room. i'm doin three walls cream en then the fourth is a blood red color. it's really cool lookin; to me at least, en when it comes down to it, it doesn't really matter what you think about it, now does it? that took up most of the day. then i worked on the dresses rachel, julie, virginia, elizabeth en myself are gonna wear in the wedding. after that i just sorta vegged on my bed fer a while.. my dad came home at some point en so i started to talk to him. he's been gettin more en more stressed out lately cause he hasn't gotten any of the payments from the houses in texas fer any of time he's owned them. that's an easy 8-10 thousand dollar check he's missing. he keeps calling them but they're like, "we don't know who's getting the check.." er some crap like that. we know who's getting the check, genius. the guy who owned them before! i mean, come on, people. but whatever, he says he's "trying" to get my dad the money. right. you know i hate it when people send me two thousand dollars a month for nothing. man. oh well, there's nothing i can do except pray fer wisdom en guidance on our side of the schpiel.
spoke to noel a little today. i was supposed to call him back around 8:30-9 but virginia was on the phone with the texas people so i couldn't. man, he must think i'm really flaky. oh well, he knows i love him. :) other than that.. yeah, i think that's about it. oh, i got registered today. ... en i think i've just about milked the cow dry. yep. that's my day. write more some other day.
mood: passive
music: sick and tired by kutless
