this is my shitty ass poems section...dont x spect much on here i dont share mosta my poems but i figured itd help me emotionaly!!! ppl who know me know what the poems mean, and such

~OCT.12~ ho-hum... so is my life... seemingly doomed to wander... alone and depressed, though out all my strife... curled up in a ball in the corner i lay, wishing the lonelyness to all go away! it seems when i get this feeling called love i feel less and less in control as missery rains from above... but love isnt the one who causes my trouble its me... being weak... letting people to easily into my bubble. *sign* my eve, my night time, my darkness, my light, seems to be the only thing about now... the one thats makes things seem right is she real? hope so... is she fake? hope not... now here's somethign cheesey; "I Love Her A Lot" all my life i've been searching... looking for the one to feel as i do, the one who thinks i am sweet, and not just a f#cking weirdo!!! I hope she does feel the same I, if not im not sure what will become of me; more lonelyness? more pain? or maybe I'll just DIE hopefully not... hopefully her heart is shining true. then maybe my skies will turn from grey to bright blue. tell her I love her... thats all i can do

~My Tummy Makes Funny Noises~ every time i go down to see her i feel like my heart will explode it beats at a mile a minute my chest begins to implode and when i finaly get there i hug her and kiss her as if i havent seen her in a decade or so she makes me smile she makes me laugh she makes me proud of the girl i have When I Wait my body will quiver  My tummy makes funny noises  and my hands shiver when will i see ehr next, im not sure... but when i do i will great her at the door

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