< lauragami312 > probably a new age book gag

< Orale789 > eh...

< lauragami312 > wicca or meditation

< Orale789 > something else?

< lauragami312 > what?

< Orale789 > don't know something valuable but I doubt you'd know what

< lauragami312 > oh
< lauragami312 > angie is online,

< Orale789 > oh fun

< lauragami312 > yep

< Orale789 > silly you
< Orale789 > get me something is sense kicking in? material altruism is for fools

< lauragami312 > what??

< Orale789 > scribble on some paper and get me that but don't you let down the guise desperate instead

< lauragami312 > alright

< Orale789 > neat

< lauragami312 > what color?

< Orale789 > i'm not sure what the fuck
< Orale789 > surprise me I don't care

< lauragami312 > ok
< lauragami312 > red

< Orale789 > green look like you care

< lauragami312 > cerulean

< Orale789 > ah. better

< lauragami312 > sienna?

< Orale789 > stay with cerulean
< Orale789 > but if you must use two colors some

< lauragami312 > alright

< Orale789 > go ahead

< lauragami312 > i g2g

< Orale789 > ok

< lauragami312 > see you tomorrow
< lauragami312 > bye

< Orale789 > latro

< lauragami312 > adios

< Orale789 > how's my x-present?

< lauragami312 > x?

< Orale789 > x-mas

< lauragami312 > ah
< lauragami312 > coming along

< Orale789 > ooo!

< lauragami312 > yep

< Orale789 > want to read something? can I test you

< lauragami312 > sure

< Orale789 > do you have works? pencil?

< lauragami312 > yep

< Orale789 > ok
< Orale789 > what's you're addy paper?

< lauragami312 > lauragami@yahoo.com

< Orale789 > see if you can read it

< lauragami312 > ok
< lauragami312 > you're an excellent writer like you would know an excellent writer

< Orale789 > i just noticed that i didn't delete the quotation marks in one area
< Orale789 > perhaps
< Orale789 > how does it make you feel? cold? empty?

< lauragami312 > i like the nirvana song radiohead it was right there
< lauragami312 > sad like you would know sadness
< lauragami312 > frustrated know frustration

< Orale789 > radiohead.
< Orale789 > yeah, i suppose i felt frustrated you know you were
< Orale789 > it's part of dan's present.

< lauragami312 > ah

< Orale789 > and no. it's not about him. liar

< lauragami312 > its amazing
< lauragami312 > lol
< lauragami312 > have you considered writing professionally?

< Orale789 > though the part about the dream is true. the bathroom in las vegas if you only told him about it
< Orale789 > kind of

< lauragami312 > i think you should

< Orale789 > yeah

< lauragami312 > what you wrote sounds like something in a song

< Orale789 > no one has any names in my writing...
< Orale789 > maybe it is a song.

< lauragami312 > maybe

< Orale789 > a long long one that doesn't rhyme

< lauragami312 > i've read many poems like that that you thought were shit

< Orale789 > but it also has punctuation in most of the right places and yet I can't understand them either

< lauragami312 > true
< lauragami312 > except for quotation marks
< lauragami312 > i think robji would appreciate it he would only pretend

< Orale789 > ah. i suppose he would but isn't pretending fine
< Orale789 > and no names!

< lauragami312 > right
< lauragami312 > show it to him!
< lauragami312 > it's really good!

< Orale789 > all right!

< lauragami312 > good

< Orale789 > physics is before "d" though so i'll have to get two copies

< lauragami312 > ah

< Orale789 > is it odd that my main character is usually female? i know most writers stick with their sex, but i see it as a sort of stumbling block.
< Orale789 > it's not as if they're traditionally female either

< lauragami312 > well it kind of focuses on the weaker person, and the weaker person just happens to be female

< Orale789 > arrrrgh.... but i feel i'm stereotyping myself

< lauragami312 > no, not reallyt
< lauragami312 > if you were sterotyping than it shows that men are oblivious to emotion

< Orale789 > ha.
< Orale789 > bad laura

< lauragami312 > hahahaha

< Orale789 > they just don't really know what to do in my story though.

< lauragami312 > ok. what do you think of this quote

< Orale789 > ok

< lauragami312 > "Can money pay for all the days I've lived awake but half asleep?

" < Orale789 > money can't pay for anything.

< lauragami312 > exactly.
< lauragami312 > it can't pay for all the experience people miss

< Orale789 > some observations in the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy: this world seemed to revolve around green slips of paper. but even those who had them were not happy. they might even be the cause of unhappiness. dan grinned when you mentioned fortytwo in physics
< Orale789 > a paraphrase of course. does he snicker now?

< lauragami312 > but very true.

< Orale789 > yeah. it also talked about digital watches and how they were really cool
< Orale789 > but they didn't make people happy either

< lauragami312 > nothing makes people happy anymore except humor and sex what?

< Orale789 > i don't think those are at all what makes me happy. I knew I lost you
< Orale789 > sometimes violent or silly or depressed maybe but still I'm shocked

< lauragami312 > then what makes you happy? what's happiness

< Orale789 > i'm thinking about making a mix tape to go with this. i wonder if i have the time.

< lauragami312 > to go with the story you sent me?

< Orale789 > that quebec trip. halfway through it, life seemed astonishingly beautiful.
< Orale789 > yeah
< Orale789 > not to you though. another part of dan's present. you'd have to make another scribble

< lauragami312 > ah

< Orale789 > he has to get me something good now.

< lauragami312 > yeah he better he never did

< Orale789 > also, sometime during last weekend. i was up really late writing an essay for somewheres and i signed on. and there was david.
< Orale789 > we talked for only a few minutes.

< lauragami312 > i see

< Orale789 > but we rarely talk like that.
< Orale789 > it was 3am. it was perfect

< lauragami312 > wow stop lying
< lauragami312 > impressive if I was petty considerably more petty I would hate you

< Orale789 > yeah.
< Orale789 > that made me feel happy. and warm.

< lauragami312 > i've never had a conversation with him

< Orale789 > it's nice to know people love you.
< Orale789 > er, you don't know him.

< lauragami312 > he went to the semi with angie, remember? no he didn't

< Orale789 > no. that's dave.
< Orale789 > david hates being called dave

< lauragami312 > no, her sophomore year no you're losing me
< lauragami312 > she went to the prom with dave

< Orale789 > dave who? what the fuck?

< lauragami312 > naranjo

< Orale789 > still probably not who we are talking about. david has lives in virginia. he has lived in dc. he has lived in texas. he has never lived in massachussetts

< lauragami312 > omg! i thought you meant DAN LAVINE! fuck
< lauragami312 > sorry my head is full

< Orale789 > david's last name is winstead. his middle name is anthony. dave has no middle name. though i tried to pass it off as q in sophomore year. funny funny you
< Orale789 > oh
< Orale789 > well, talking to dan...
< Orale789 > is all right at least you didn't turn desperate

< lauragami312 > confusing at times
< lauragami312 > hmm. chris doesn't want to talk to me why do you think

< Orale789 > camire?

< lauragami312 > yes

< Orale789 > you know that fucking bitch quote?
< Orale789 > ok

< lauragami312 > what quote?

< Orale789 > the fucking bitch i'm going to rip your crappy little heart and stomp it on the floor quote

< lauragami312 > oh yeah

< Orale789 > i was really quite speechless when i got it

< lauragami312 > it's quite a statement
< lauragami312 > why do you ask?

< Orale789 > i don't know.
< Orale789 > it was true
< Orale789 > i'll admit that.

< lauragami312 > true to who?

< Orale789 > to me

< lauragami312 > in what way?

< Orale789 > in the obvious way

< lauragami312 > since when are you abused?

< Orale789 > no . i'm just saying that it was true. i deserved what he said. keith is by no means a violent man. well, no more than i am and in no different way. actually I have but why so literal?
< Orale789 > do you understand?

< lauragami312 > yes. no you don't
< lauragami312 > who is keith? he's not the case

< Orale789 > a guy who goes to upittsburgh

< lauragami312 > your significant other?

< Orale789 > no. a friend that I love

< lauragami312 > oh.

< Orale789 > i've only had two significant others really. spaced out three years apart.
< Orale789 > i don't really seemed thoroughly concerned about it.

< lauragami312 > that's quite a span for you flavor of the week

< Orale789 > yeah.
< Orale789 > the first was at most three months. the other only a few weeks.

< lauragami312 > do i know them?

< Orale789 > but it's all still good really. at least with chris (not camire).
< Orale789 > no

< lauragami312 > oh
< lauragami312 > that would be funny

< Orale789 > why?

< lauragami312 > because you are completely different

< Orale789 > in what way?

< lauragami312 > you're too deep for him

< Orale789 > because i used to have a crush on chris. or at least thought he was relatively goodlooking. i can't remember my last crush. oh yeah. i can. but they're only spaced out a little less than the relationships.

< lauragami312 > not to mention that you're on an entirely different plane

< Orale789 > that's a curious remark

lauragami312: i liked him too once you still do

< Orale789 > yeah

< lauragami312 > i asked him to the semi
< lauragami312 > but... and it's sick

< Orale789 > it's like the last part of my story. about being among the lowest order. i can't see myself as really surpassing anyone. but i do i suppose anyway.

< lauragami312 > in terms of mentality.

< Orale789 > still. that's what i mean.

< lauragami312 > he is good looking though
< lauragami312 > he seems totally different. seems seems I don't think you know him

< Orale789 > yeah I've spoken to chris camire
< Orale789 > have you ever heard of paul auster? he's an author
< Orale789 > totally different? he isn't andre breton but he can take care of himself

< lauragami312 > no, i haven't
< lauragami312 > why?

< Orale789 > he's so goodlooking that it approaches disgusting.

< lauragami312 > disgusting in what way? like how could he look so good?

< Orale789 > it's ridiculous how good he looks
< Orale789 > maybe it's me, but i've read another writer who's commented about his looks

< lauragami312 > do you have a picture?

< Orale789 > i have them on my books, but there might be some on the net

< lauragami312 > bring in a book tomorrow

< Orale789 > ok

< lauragami312 > cool
< lauragami312 > i'll be in the lobby

< Orale789 > ok

< lauragami312 > do you like U2? we head ourselves into small talk

< Orale789 > sort of. my sister has the new one

< lauragami312 > i like their old stuff more

< Orale789 > ok
< Orale789 > why did you ask? why do you like the old better?

< lauragami312 > just wondering. my fave album by them is "actung baby"
< lauragami312 > quite good

< Orale789 > yeah

< lauragami312 > my dad has that cd and i've listened to it enough times to tear the words off the disc
< lauragami312 > i must depart dear friend fuck you
< lauragami312 > until tomorrow? goodnight