< Orale789 > howdy

< Mind Aphid > hows it goin?

< Orale789 > oh, fine. I wrote a lovely letter telling someone that I'd rather break off my relationship with them because I feel suffocated enough and the responsibility i hold for them is overwhelming. Didn't send it though. I stopped feeling quite so passionate. I'll leave it for a rainy day.

< Mind Aphid > good, good.

< Orale789 > you can read it later if you want
< Orale789 > so what's new with you?
< Orale789 > are you good?

< Mind Aphid: > im okay. i was pretty depressed last night, and couldnt sleep. eventually i did, but not in time to wake up before my first class.

< Orale789 > I only got 4 and 1/2 hours asleep. I had to keep myself upright for "a" period. It was horrible but I ended up doing it.
< Orale789 > Why were you depressed?
< Orale789 > usually when i'm depressed, i get past it really quickly. i don't seem any more out of place than i usually do (which is quite distant itself). sometimes i shake, but no one really notices. i can't remember the last time i really cried. usually it's out of frustration and anger and self-pity. i'm a very quiet when i cry. tears stream down. every time i've done so, i've always been alone in the dark. well, except for once...

< Mind Aphid > i dunno. that was a weird day, yesterday it was. i did a radio show with the lovely girl after me and had fun and all. i took a liking to her, but it probably isn't reciprocal. didn't seem like it. i dunno, it was kinda like going on vacation and then realizing you have to go back to school. then, what? then...i went the class that i worte that essay for. she handed them back and encouraged me to seek therapy. i didnt think it was that bad. i added a few things after i sent it to you, but nothing major. anyway, the humor in that comment didn't sink in until later that night. and then the nice radio lady, surrounded by guys stopped me in the corridor. she asked me why i was always in the lab, and shy me sorta acted, not like i didnt hear her, but as if i misheard her. so, i was standing there with a blank look on my face, and one of the guys told me to go in and absorb more gama rays. that kinda got to me

< Orale789 > the afternoon after my aunt's wedding when the bridal party were going to take photographs in some park. i stopped about 15 minutes later. everyone was quite worried and asking are you all right and all that junk. it was a few years ago. i think i was acting rather petty.

< Mind Aphid > i see

< Orale789 > I don't think you need therapy, but I'm a friend and that just goes to show I probably need some, too. Not that I seriously think either of us do, but I wonder what it could it do.
If anyone needs therapy though, it's my little sister. Damn.

< Mind Aphid > indeed, she does need therapy
< Mind Aphid > damn

< Orale789 > No. Seriously. She bothers me. Really rather violent a lot of the time, but it was almost as if she was really cracking late last week.

< Mind Aphid > i!i!iiiiii!!!iii

< Orale789 > ;-)

< Mind Aphid > gay hat time <|( : ^ P)=|

< Orale789 > Why is it a gay hat? Looks like a perfectly good birthday hat to me

< Mind Aphid > because, little do you know, it says gay in glitter

< Orale789 > glitter?

< Mind Aphid > glitter

< Orale789 > i don't see the glitter...

< Mind Aphid > i know you dont

< Orale789 > I see a little man in a birthday hat and licorice whips? do you see the licorice whips?

< Mind Aphid > yes

< Orale789 > damn. foiled again.

< Mind Aphid > is okay

< Orale789 > if i cross my eyes, i see glitter. is it plaid? i see plaid

< Mind Aphid > nope

< Orale789 > ok... is it clear. you know, that iridescent, purple-ish stuff?

< Mind Aphid > nope

< Orale789 > ooo... what is then?

< Mind Aphid > my hair

< Orale789 > that's not glitter!

< Mind Aphid > what is it?

< Orale789 > it's uh hair. dead cells. once alive. glitter's not alive!

< Mind Aphid > yes it is

< Orale789 > ok. what's your proof?

< Mind Aphid > the same proof as your's

< Orale789 > no...?

< Mind Aphid > no proff, anus

< Orale789 > ha! see. i got a bit of proof

< Mind Aphid > no you dont

< Orale789 > judy eats pie now. will be back.
< Orale789 > how can you say that what I said wasn't proof! write your own thesis
< Orale789 > toodles to poodles. for now
< Orale789 > judy's back. all rejoice

< Mind Aphid > no
< Mind Aphid > ill just joice

< Orale789 > ok. i'm feeling all combobulated

< Mind Aphid > that good

< Orale789 > my popsicle is glittery

< Mind Aphid > neat
< Mind Aphid > i shot mine
< Mind Aphid > fucker deserved it