JADED BEYOND REASONING (by xb.j.x): this is not my idea of fun. when every second is a numbing rerun. day in, day out, the shit just builds a bigger wall. when all that's gold has turned to shit, and my life seems like a fucking gift, I take away the golden brick just to see you fall. every day we grow so much older, and come closer to wearing out. as my ends start to fray, I start to wonder what this is all about. and in this doomed fate in which i fucking bleed, i'm dealt this tortured existence which is something i don't fucking need. the answers never come without an abundance of strife, and if your lucky, you'll pull thru..........(x2) what we've set up for you (x3). what we've set up!!
BABY STEPS (xb.j.x): with every step, we come closer to our demise. how many will run to get it over with? how many will drag it out with baby steps? i prefer to run, but can't do much more that crawl. still i feel oblidged to complain that society is shit (repeat all).
NOT ME (by xb.j.x): don't wanna be good at anything. cause all the good ones die before their time. don't want the wealth. don't want the fame. don't wanna be good at anything. don't wanna be good at anything. cause all the good ones die before their time. too much to do. too many important things in my life. not gonna be. not gonna be another Cobain or a Dean. not gonna die young. not gonna die young. yeah, not me. got my future planned. gotta look ahead. got it great, yeah, so great. don't wanna be dead. (i'd) be misunderstood. things left unsaid. got it great, yeah, so great. don't wanna be dead. don't wanna be good at anything. cause all the good ones die before their time. too much to do. too many important things in my life. not gonna be. not gonna be another Cobain or a Dean. not gonna die young. not gonna die young. yeah, not me.
FUCK YR BULLSHIT FASHION-BASED SOCIETY THAT'S OVER RUN W/ MINDLESS ASSHOLES!! (not to offend the assholes that have minds. we just think that those w/o should get on all fours, sprout wool, and start to "bah, bah, bah") (by trent & xb.j.x): some say, society, it brings me fucking down. with every case of police brutality, why'd you ever wanna become (or support) a cop? the jokes on you. it brings me down (x2). some say, society, it brings me fucking down. with microsoft's monopoly and corrupt gov't, Bill Gates crashes your computers to become president. the jokes on you. it brings me down (x2). "I REFUSE TO PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG OF THE UNITED STATES OF CAPITALISM, AND TO THE SLAVE WAGE BOSSES, FOR WHICH IT STANDS, ONE NATION, UNDER ALL FORMS OF "GOD," DIVIDED ON BASIS OF SEX, AGE, WEALTH, AND RACE, WITH FEIGNED LIBERTY AND INJUSTICE FOR ALL!!!!".....FUCK YR PATRIOTISM! (insert personal/political rants by TRENT here) ............the gov't goes down. down. down. down. (insert personal/political rants by XB.J.X here).
NICOLE (by trent): when you walked away from me, everything was just a fucking dream. but now i know the truth. maybe it was never meant to be. although i thought i loved you, nothing's real. we still have curiousity. yet still i adore you. the sun was never meant for you and me. you and me. i just can't tell you how i feel. it's not for me. and i can't get you out of my head. it's not for me. what do you think inside your head. and what we did inside your bed. it's not for me. it seemed colder that night, than ever before in my life. but maybe standing on top of your old street sent shivers down my spine. maybe before you could of been mine. maybe before i lost my mnd. there's nothing left for you, cause all you see is all i'll ever be.
JANUARY (by trent): i can't believe it's all my fault. cause now i'm missing you. and now i'm getting cold and confused. your a million, one million miles away. sometimes, i'm wondering. which is the path of self destruction? is this monentary? one million miles away. and every day's a sin (x12) sometimes, i'm wondering. which is the path of self destruction? is this momentary? a million miles away. and every day's a sin (x12).
SO HAPPY (i could die) (by trent): we both were so happy. so happy. so happy i could die. another pain-cracked memorized. another drink, it's no surprise. this broken nightmare used to be a dream. she said she don't love me any more. another thing to contemplate. another drink to compensate. i'm not the type just to conversate. i gave her my heart but she wanted my soul. i'm not the type to do as i'm told. nothing's forever. i'm losing control. maybe this means that we're both growing old. growing old. growing old. growing old. growing old. fuck you.
BARB WIRE HEARTS & RAZOR BLADE KISSES (by trent): i wasn't sure if you were an angel, until i discovered your wings. new found hopes to choke on these feelings. because you're the air i breathe. barb wire hearts and razor blade kisses. it's like a dream come true for me. then again, i guess i could wake up and your eyes will set me free. we did all our way. we did it our own way. we did it our own way. i remember the night of your birthday. they thought we were never meant to be. the whirlwind brings a beautiful disaster. causing boats to sink. barb wire hearts and razor blade kisses. it's like a dream come true for me. then again, i guess i could wake up and your eyes will set me free. we did all our way. we did it our own way. we did it our own way.
AUGUST 12TH (by trent): you couldn't talk when you looked me in the eyes that night. weak lies and sighs to compromise your lies last night. i couldn't say what was exactly on my mind that night. you could've said anything, anything that night. look at the past ten thousand years (i can see it in your eyes). sometimes it's just too hard to love you (i can see it in your eyes). it's not like we've cried a million tears (i can see it in your eyes). but i don't know how to live without you (i can see it in your eyes). it's not like i asked to feel this way. it's just too much to compensate. it's just too much to contemplate. i'd rather not even fucking feel this way. look at the past ten thousand years (i can see it in your eyes). sometimes it's just too hard to love you (i can see it in your eyes). it's not like we've cried a million tears (i can see it in your eyes). but i don't know how to live without you (i can see it in your eyes).
STANDARD (just like you) (by trent): i dedicated every pool of water to your name. and took the liberty, and took the liberty of dreamng about you in my sleep. as i drown in your eyes so deep, i grasp for air to breathe. days felt like seconds without you there. like centuries. your existence left me on my knees. it's like i was left in this room. i'm left here to freeze when we all know it's warmer on the outside. life's like a beautiful disaster once you look beyond the trees while i'm choking on these leaves. and your lips set me free like a natural disaster. causing fishing boats to sing. cause the wind to snap the trees. it's just like you. i love you more than i love myself. i love your existence. it's just like you.
HOW MUCH MORE EMO CAN ONE TAKE? (by xb.j.x) i'll rob them of the thousands of steps they've taken, set our goals to have them riddled with bullet holes, let bygones be bygones? these ones are staying here, in my heart, in my bones, they fuel the fire, they drive me to be something more, something more than a fucking pizza boy, learned from our mistakes. never align yourself with those who have always been enemies!!! fuck the coniving motherfuckers who like to steal, and lie, and abuse all who give them an inch, fuck the mile they've taken!!!!!! brought together with a dream, but the fantasy faded when the "unity" got beaten down in a moshpit, left hooks and combat boots, the bruises showed for days, the hunter failed to even injure the prey, shit colored professionals corrupted the minds, and led them blind, i'll show you how it feels to think for yrself!! fuck those motherfuckers who like to steal, and lie, and abuse all who gave them an inch, lets burn the mile they've taken, the bridge to reconcilation is gone forever!!!! It’s gone, It’s gone, It’s gone forever!!!! (x4)
MID-COAST BOUND (by trent): For now I'm choking on these words. And yet I've choked on them before. Yours eyes closed shut and mine wide open. I know we've been through this before. And now who's knocking on who's door? yet sometimes I just can't stand the silence. Why when I pick a path it's the path to self destruction? Maybe things are getting better now. And for all the past mistakes I look back at so often. For now I guess I'm just mid-coast bound. We look forward to death I said. I'm just mid-coast bound. So why don't you help me dig my grave. I'm just mid-coast bound. The last street read 86. I'm just mid-coast bound. The next train lead straight out of town. I'm just mid-coast bound.
PUNK ROCK POLICEMAN (by trent): No moshing. No spitting. No fun. Yr punk rock scene's all fucked up! When you said you wanted to live yr life yr own way. You should have included those you thought should be set free. Now yr the problem and you said you were the victim. Now yr a cop in spikes, the games over and over and over again. But I'll always love you with a baseball bat. And it will hurt me, haunt me, hurt me, haunt me. I never want to go back. Well I''m not safe tonight. I don't know what to do. I'm not safe tonight. You are the punk rock police man.
BALLAD OF CASEY KLOCK (by trent):Sometimes I think I'll grow old, like things would never be the same again, sometimes I'd rather say "FUCK YOU," I was born to lose not to win. NO I'LL NEVER BE, NO I'LL NEVER BE, NO I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME WAY AGAIN!!! (x2) When I look into the sky I'll see that it was never meant to be, and I'll never live for ever, even if it seems lik forever, And if it seems like forever, I'd never want to breathe the same air or see the same sun as you, does it seem like forever?!! NO I'LL NEVER BE, NO I'LL NEVER BE, NO I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN!!! (x3)
LIVE FAST, DIE DRUNK (24 CHANNELS) (by trent & xb.j.x): I'm reaching for a dollar in the hole in my pocket, a new approach for yr corporation television lies, instead of living a life buried with the masses, I won't live for you, I won't die for you, Look at the color, look at the lights, look at the surround sound stereotypes, yr god is on the t.v. screen, yr fucking god is on the fucking t.v. screen!!! LIVE FAST AND DIE DRUNK!! (x3) don't believe what you see on t.v., consumerism kills, drone out to the decadence and greed, escape reality through yr t.v. screen!!! self indulgence, yr useless life in a new found ritual!!!
