Confused

The two girls sitting on Yuna’s bed were breathing very hard. For a long while nobody spoke, to embarrassed for words.

“We…me and you…we didn’t just…I mean…” Rikku tried to speak, having trouble getting her thoughts out.

Yuna looked up into Rikku’s face. Both faces were really red. “Rikk, we…did…um…I…it happened so fast.” Yuna looked like she wanted to cry. “I’m sorry. We should not have done that.”

Rikku wanted to cry as well, hearing Yuna. “Yeah, I know. I’m sorry too.”

Yuna tried to smile, but it did not quite reach he eyes. “Yeven says it’s wrong, and, and…” Yeven, why am I thinking about Yeven. Yeven is no more, Yuna thought in frustration.

“Yeah wrong, but I’m Al-Behd, and your half Al-Behd. And Yeven’s no more.” Al-Behd did not follow Yeven, but I still don’t think my people will accept this sort of thing, Rikku thought sadly.

“Um, well maybe Yeven’s no more, but I’m sure lots of people still believe some of his teachings.” Yuna got up from where she was sitting and went to the bathroom. “I need to wash.” She felt dirty, not because of what they did, but because she liked it. She knew it was wrong in so many people’s eyes.

“Kay,” came the quiet voice of Rikku, who laid on her side, curled up, crying. Why do I have to feel this way. And why with Yuna, couldn’t I got a crush on someone else, someone that was not a girl…and not my cousin, she cried to herself.

In the shower, Yuna was also crying silent tears, thinking the exact same things as Rikku.

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