june 16. bfd. GRRR.sometimes i get in moods where i hate everything and everything pisses me off. no, not sometimes. it happens, like 6/7 days of the week. when i get in them i am really irritable, it's like PMSx10. and i always take it out on my mom and brother. everything that everyone does pisses me off and i end up being really rude to them. i feel terrible afterwards, too...it's like i'm some drunk husband and i beat my wife & kids, and then afterwards i apologize & feel like shit. actually, it's not that bad because i don't physically hurt him, but i hurt my brother i know...ahh...
today i packed & shit...everyone is probably sick to death of me talking about the east coast and ya know what? i almost care. but almost doesn't count.
today i was in the store & i was looking for some lotion. they had every kind EXCEPT the kind i wanted and i said, mostly to myself 'god dammit i am going to shoot someone.' oops. knowing about all the school shootings that was probably a bad thing to say, but nobody heard so it's ok. i said it because i was in my pissy mood...ugh. i hate them.
i saw "m-i:2" (hehe to be exact with the signs) today. it was cool, but the stunts/shooting reminded me of the matrix. that's the second one that has...everyone's trying to copy it cuz it was so cool heh. ;) the girl in it - thandie newton - looked like chrissy and sean ambrose - dougray scott in real life - looked like stephan jenkins. :) hey, dougray scott was in "ever after" i think....stephan jenkins has a cameo in "metal man", i am hella seeing that movie. another movie i want to see is "loser". hehe. cool title!
why does a willow weep when all i see's a tree grow / all in camouflage everyone that i know
