june fourth
i'm listening to third eye blind with my headphones. this is why i love discmen. it's like the singer's singing to you, only you...nice feeling. today i went shopping and i bought a dress. scary thought. terra + dresses usually = ugliness. but not this one, that's why i bought it, hehe. i don't really know where i'm going to wear it though...whatever. last night my mom was gone until like 12:30 am...i was online talking to chrissy. thanks for talking to me! :) it was lonely with only me in the house...so that's why i came on here. i have spent entirely too much time on here this weekend, but it doesn't bother me *that* much. only a little. i'm thinking about death now...i'm reading a hanfic and zac just died, and also that...acquaintance of mine, i guess you could say, died last week. i don't understand death. it's odd to think that one moment someone can be alive, and the next they're dead. like an endless sleep. they'll never wake up, they can never do anything again. dead and gone. i don't understand...
anyway. i only have 9 days of school left, something i'm so glad for you would not believe it. school is bullshit and i hate it. i don't have anything else to say.
don't say it to me now, SHUT UP NOW, love will only break your heart, don't say it to me now, SHUT UP NOW, we were broken from the start
