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april 30
hey. I’m talking on the phone w/amy. It makes me happy to talk to her. :) I have britney spears’ new song in my head cuz we were talking about it earlier. I don’t like that song. Britney spears is a loser. But then that’s not much of an insult since I call myself a loser. Today I got home from my dad’s. I was really glad to leave my dad’s but now that I’m here it’s just life again. I’m kinna glad I’m going back to school tomorrow, cuz I can get back in my routines (like not eating, being away from my mum, etc, etc). also I can see my friends, yay!

I’m going to visit amy on Wednesday cuz I have to ask her something. I realized something over spring break. . .that’s what I have to talk to amy about. Then I have to talk to my mom, and then. . .i’ll see what happens. Then maybe I’ll think about talking about it in here. :P

I’m listening to lit. lovely lovely lit. I <3 this song, it’s "miserable". I <3 a lot of songs though. Damn, my preview track of "This time around" expired! I liked that preview! Oh well, the cd comes out in 9 days. . .only 9 9 9 days!! This Sunday I’m going to an event at buddhaville. Maybe I’ll do something w/one of my friends too. . .something to pass the time and maybe make me :) happy.

Someone who isn’t one of my friends visited my site! It’s proof that linkage works! :) that made me happy that maybe I actually do have visitors to my site. . .i should add my link to more ppl’s pages.

tomorrow I have to go to school, stupid stupid school. I guess it’ll be cool to see my friends but school is depressing also. I always feel self conscious like everyone is staring at me when I walk up to the front of the room. Plus I feel like everyone hates me cuz I’m so insecure. Maybe, just maybe I’ll have a good day and be happy and won't feel like everyone hates me. I wonder if sarah & kyle broke up. They probably didn’t since they’re all over each other, but I had that thought a couple times over spring break. . .

well. . .i guess I’m going to go. Bye.

try not to whine but I must warn ya, ‘bout the mother f*cking girls from California