tuesday
hey. i'm at a computer lab so i thought i'd write an entry. . .today is fine so far. on friday we got to my dad's. saturday we went out to the land & sunday we left. sunday i cried for like. . .35-40 minutes. i usually cry for. . .15-20 minutes. it was scary. i was crying because of one thing and then i kept thinking of other things that are screwed up in my life and couldn't stop. anyways, it was a terrible day. yesterday i stayed home with rose & ira because rose was sick.
fuck me. dad saw this.
anyways. . .i cried yesterday too cuz of shit. it was the same thing. . .i couldn't stop. i wonder if i complain too much in my journal. oh well, i don't care what other think of my journal. it is MY journal after all, so i can say what i want in it. yay. :) whenever i imagine a computer lab i think of the bar-like place in "the beach". . .random odd thought there. ooh that reminds me i have to work on my random odd thoughts page. :) i have "just a girl" stuck in my head cuz i visited a page where that was the main. . .point? no, it was the. . .subject kinna. i dunno. ya know, i don't even know how the song on my front page goes. . .i mean i have an idea cuz i have the CD it's on, but i use it b/c the lyrics were nice. hehehe. :) estoy weird. does anyone know a good place for graphics/piccies of ppl? man there are not any 3eb fan sites. . .it pisses me off. . .3eb rocks! i luv 'em! ooh ooh ooh wait. . .i found some! yay my life is complete. :) my dad's asking me when i'm going to make a website. . .he says it's really easy. hahaha yeah like i don't know that. . .lol.
blah blah. i have a lot of things on my mind but i don't care to share them with the world. i don't really have anything else to say & my dad's being an ass so i have to go.
bye.
