today was a pretty bad day. I thought it was going to be kinda good, since I had the career fair & only had to go to 3 classes…but nope. The career fair sucked, because of things I had a feeling would - and did - happen. In biology we went over to the park, which I really didn’t feel like doing. I was so tired all day today. . .anyways, molly was a bitch to me. . .she’s always a bitch to me. Sometimes she really bothers me. After that I went to my locker & met chelese and then went over to the busses to go to the lovely, exciting, PIECE OF SHIT career fair. I saw russell & said hi. He’s an asshole, though. Assholes suck. Grr. . .i am ready to kill someone right now. Anyways, we had to sit 3 to a seat on the bus, which sucked. The career fair was dumb and I had a terrible time but it’s not worth talking about. When we got back it was lunch. I said hi to sarah and then her dumb boyfriend left…actually I don’t mind him, I just mind how much they’re always together & I can never talk to her w/out him being there. Amelia was giving out friendship cards to ppl to like ½ of the people I hang out w/, which just reminded me how lonerific I am. . .i don’t belong @ buddhaville since I left, & I don’t belong @ the high school because I’m new. I don’t have friends anywhere. Anyways, I got my ticket for the talent show tonight and then talked to jaci for a lot of lunch. . .chelese had jolly ranchers and I asked her for one, and she didn’t give me one, and then like 3 minutes later when sarah came over she gave her one. Grrrrrrrr. Why do I even care? Fuck it. . .i want friends. . .oh that reminds me I have to do my quotes page. Enh. . .after lunch it was pe. It was SO hot today. I was already tired from the career fair & somewhat depressed from it also, and tennis didn’t help at all. It was like 150 degrees out {90 maybe, at the most} and I was dying. . .my pe teacher yelled @ me cuz I was walking so slow. I don’t really like her. I had to ride the bus today, so during 6th period I went to the library with morgan. She left about 20 minutes before the bell rang, and about 5 minutes after that my stomach started hurting really badly. It felt like it does right before I’m about to throw up. I didn’t want to throw up in the library, so I went to the bathroom just in case. Luckily, I didn’t throw up, and I went back to the library. . .i rode the bus home and here I am.
yesterday I went to the orthodontist and got separators in. they hurt like a bitch. I can hardly chew anything. . .well, that’s about it. bye. .