"

"I wouldn't consider myself as someone with tons of friends...I mean "good friends"...Cuz they're very hard to come by. I'm not one who's capable of just working the room with pointless "not really getting to know the real person" chatter...I try to overly get to know someone...That's how you make real friends...But not all can get along, so when you can't just make "club chatter" not all are going to like you...I'm an all or nothing type...Can't just have the almost faceless acquaintances. And most people, sadly, are very superficial...They don't want to get to know you that well...And certainly don't want you knowing them. That's what I'm trying to say.

I'm not the slightest bit fake...I couldn't be any more me...No matter where I am or what I'm doing...I'm always me.

I can however be a little moody. At times, I'm a bit of a loner. That's when I'm moody...When I'd really like some alone time and someone else thinks it's Jill's going to say something funny time.

Oh and just for the record...I am not high maintenance...I tell ya, I can't be bothered to get my hair cut into a style that requires more than 5 minutes styling time...Don't get me wrong, I always look presentable...Just not insane about it." -As quoted by Jill. Visit her here. I agree with her whole heartedly. I don't have many friends left, if they aren't abandoning me, moving or being complete and utter assholes, or lying to me...then they might make it. Plus once you loose my trust it takes along time to gain in back. And this year my new years resolution is to stop being a doormat, I used to let people push me around too much. It stops! I refuse to be a doormat. I am a human being and demand to be respected as one! I don't think it's too much to ask either... :) This is something a friend of mine sent me... its interesting. Hope you enjoy..

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM!

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.